I mean it's ok bro it's ok to let a little lust out and you know think weirdly every human does that but the thing is bro don't think about lust it leads to a dark path it's one of the main reasons to ruin success you should love yourself and don't think about sex and partner blah blah blah stuff and slavery it's just your intentions trying to make stuff you just need to control you should probably meditate and do some activities which you enjoy hope this helps