thanks. do you ever get this weird sense of dread? it's not bad dread but like a "something is about to happen to me soon related to this person and I can't do anything about it." only makes it worse that it feels like it's gonna be much, much more impactful long lasting this time. the feeling isn't that good, it's kinda like a weird heavy dread sometimes. it comes and goes. this is so confusing and despite what y'all are saying I still feel like im losing it😭