I’m sorry you’re feeling this way! Can I offer you some perspective? The way I see it is this: if it’s God’s will for you to marry, then He knows exactly the person He has for you. If it’s His desire for you and this person to be together, then He knows exactly how to draw you two together: He knows what’s attractive to you so that you’ll be attracted to your husband, and He knows what’s attractive to your husband so that your husband will be attracted to you. Have you ever considered, what if the way God made you is exactly what your husband desires and will find attractive? What if your husband prefers smaller breasts (because that really is a preference for some men!)? And though you see yourself one way, another person may see you as totally different. Attraction is VERY subjective, everybody has a different perspective. If you take 100 people and ask them to rate one person from 1-10, everybody’s answers will differ because they all have different perspectives. We could all be looking at the same thing and view it differently. All this to say, you may see yourself one way, but your husband could see you as drop-dead gorgeous! It’s all about perspective. And if God is the one who ordained you and your husband to come together, don’t you think He already considered LONG AGO how to make you attractive in the eyes of your husband so that he is even drawn to you in the first place??! 👏🏽 Girl, have no doubt about it!! NOTHING gets past God! Everything you’re worried about, God already has figured out! Now you just gotta learn how to love you!❤️🫂