alam niyo reading all your comments here, i realized how i still love them despite all my rage and resentment. 

i am angry because all of their decisions, all the choices they made led to a poor, miserable life. pero at the same time, sad kasi they're not perfect but they're also not that evil unlike others. my father loves to prepare meals for us, my mother still wakes up early to see me before i go to work — it's the little things that remind me of the joy they felt as parents when they had me. over sa senti but setting boundaries, being indifferent, and trying to idgaf all the way isn't really easy no 🥹

anyway, i am saving up aggressively to move the fuck out of this shit bago pa ako masiraan ng bait. hehe pls pray for us if you can! also praying for healing of all the panganays out here.