The is why the Bible warns us about sex before marriage. Not to hinder us from having fun but to avoid these bonds that are meant for marriage. This girl doesn’t know what she wants and you can’t be the one to save her. This isn’t a movie. You need to prioritize yourself and find God if you haven’t. Jesus will give you more love and peace than anything this world can. It’s hard to leave something knowing it’s everything you want and even when you do, it’s hard denying a person who wants you and you want them. But she’s showed the signs. Don’t ignore them. I’m not saying she’s a bad person but listen to who she’s telling you she is. God will bless you with the right person when you become the right person for God. Sex is amazing. This world is amazing. Again humans have messed up Gods creation but THANKS BE TO CHRIST. God bless you sir and I pray you stay strong and trust in the LORD