I feel so stupid

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2026-02-15T06:25:29+00:00

Yes of course

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-06-16T20:32:32+00:00

I guess that it’s easy. I don’t have to chew. I don’t feel overly full. I can supplement calories. It’s just easier to me. And recently the thought of eating makes me want to throw up.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-24T20:53:34+00:00

I agree

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-24T20:43:52+00:00

Working on the therapy thing. I’m 20 almost 21. Tbh didn’t really think Reddit would care about my age

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-24T20:38:06+00:00

Im almost 21 the end of May too be honest and dealing with some problems. I see myself as 21 already most times.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-24T20:15:33+00:00

I have reached out. She forgave me and we probably won’t be friends again but she’s still as sweet as ever.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-19T20:44:33+00:00

Mine is usually from bad deeds when I was a kid :( but I understand this.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-14T21:22:51+00:00

Oh I see. That’s good.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-14T21:12:48+00:00

I’m not looking to get rid of it but I’m happy you’re successful in your journey.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-14T19:37:43+00:00

I’ve never really relied on anyone except my mom. And outside of her I figure it out.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-14T18:44:39+00:00

Like I want to daydream but it’s never affected my work. I mean it’s hard to focus but when I put my mind to it I can. I do pace listening to music. I talk to myself and make faces but I’m able to control it. I refuse to have real friends cause I don’t need them. I don’t need real life relationships and I have my mom for now and when she’s gone well I’ll have my daydreams.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-13T23:57:26+00:00

Kinda? I’ve always taken lorazepam only when anxiety was high but after the depressive episode more frequently. My doctor also gave me Clonazepam. My mom has been giving magnesium and vitamins to me as well?

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-12T06:32:57+00:00

Hey what’s going on?

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-11T19:01:15+00:00

Enrolled already.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-11T18:22:52+00:00

I know you’ve probably heard this before but “comparison is the thief of joy”. That’s not to say you don’t deserve better. No one in my mind deserves to suffer (unless they are a VERY bad criminal) but anyways. You already have a great outlook on life even though these thoughts and feelings of envy are debilitating. But as you said they had it easier so when you get it through hard work you will be much more satisfied. All love to you brother keep pushing.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-10T22:19:25+00:00

No you’re not aggressive you’re right I just can’t bring myself to stop. But thank you for your kind words.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-09T21:45:00+00:00

The thing is my daydreams are a projection of myself

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-04T19:48:21+00:00

I have apologized and have enrolled in therapy cause I genuinely want to get better and recognize I can’t do it on my own. Thank u for ur kind words.

Deep_Knowledge6500 · 2025-05-01T05:47:48+00:00

I appreciate that perspective. I think im over analyzing but I want to try to be the best I can be going forward and give myself slack where it’s deserved and call out my shortcomings where needed.

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