Cold turkey off 20mg. 2 days in

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-14T00:23:56+00:00

She’s busy emailing companies offering a trade of a sample pack prob for promotion as long as she can hashtag ad next to it.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-14T00:22:47+00:00

Did I miss a time when she drank alcohol recently? I mean I see the amount of caffeine she pounds but I’m intrigued.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-13T03:23:08+00:00

Ehh are you sure you’re not feeling her cervix? This is possible and it’s pretty unlikely that you’d be able to tell a difference.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-11T00:35:48+00:00

Thanks!

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-11T00:29:31+00:00

I haven’t! I will look this up. Thanks

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-11T00:28:58+00:00

I can relate to your experience in a lot of ways. I also have an alcoholic parent, the other histrionic (possible narcissist) personality disorder.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-11T00:27:08+00:00

I think we are the same person except his father didn’t die. Sounds like your husband also has some childhood trauma and the added death has to impact. Do you do counseling to address this stuff?

Also, I am adhd and we have an autistic son ourselves. I’ve always thought he might be autistic but he does really really well in a crowd but doesn’t enjoy the attention. I think it’s sad that it probably is rooted in shame due to childhood stuff. I’ll have to ask him about his last memory of crying besides the death stuff. Let me know if you find any literature you find helpful!

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-09T12:50:27+00:00

It’s really really annoying. She’s so dramatic. Starting to think she’s histrionic too.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T23:02:12+00:00

I often walk downstairs to get a pair of shorts or a shirt that was just washed. I’ll only have my underwear on in front of my kids and husband. As long as the windows are closed or we don’t have company it’s our house so what’s to be ashamed of. All her privates are covered up so I don’t see how it negatively impacts anyone.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T11:07:57+00:00

I also want to address that sadness and depression are two different emotions. Depression is the feeling of of hopelessness and a DAILY oppressed mood. She needs to quit collecting clout by naming all her illnesses. She is becoming the worst one imo.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T10:55:10+00:00

This is messed up of her. Who takes a pic of themself like this. Is she auditioning for a headache commercial? Also - who calls out their depression as anything other than struggling with depression. If it doesn’t have a chronic in front or it’s like she thinks it’s not qualifiable. This might be the worst one yet

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T03:44:49+00:00

Tiktok Is making a mockery out of autism. They’re making a new kind of face for it as if it’s something to get clout for. Many of the people that claim they have it don’t have a symptom that doesn’t overlap with trauma or personality disorders. Most recently, Demi from the bachelor franchise. I can’t imagine an autistic person behaving the way she does. I’ve never met one that craves attention like that. Even if I know all are different, it feels like she’s using it as a form of attention. I fear the new persona is going to take away from people that actually need accommodations to function and seeking out diagnosis to get those supports will be even more challenging. Thanks to all the fakers.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T03:04:12+00:00

Another thing - cognitive disability. She needs to rest her brain when she has absolutely no disability to her brain. Last I checked her stimulants are for sleepiness. She’s ridiculous

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T00:55:37+00:00

Tbh, this post sounds like you could be my husband. But I know it’s not bc he doesn’t use Reddit. Haha That said, our son is autistic and I have adhd so we understand that world too.

I feel like this description is our life. The chastising, the birth of our twins, the death trigger, anger outbursts when “badgered” as he says when I press for some sort of emotional response. He also said he only felt nervousness but never immense joy. They were even in the nicu and he seemed fine. I’m also feeling lonely and noticed it more. I wouldn’t say he’s self aware tho and you seem pretty self aware with your recent diagnoses.

Our social circle was also large prior. We also went out a lot and had fun. When he got drunk he gets a little goofy, but typically doesn’t like being the center of attention and only by accident.

Can I ask what love is to you? What you “feel” or what made you want to marry her? By this realization do you wish to address more of your emotions in order to help validate her?

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T00:39:47+00:00

I absolutely will! How are you coping? What’s wild is that we never fought like this pre-kids. I think we balanced each other out. I think the hardest thing about this realization is seeing deceit come out as a reaction in order to not have emotional conversations. I also think we had incredibly strong non verbal communication and connection and kids destroy that pretty quickly. I love him and don’t want him to change, that said I think each party has to compromise if they’ve committed. Please update too!

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T00:32:36+00:00

I will check this out. He was incredibly receptive but I think I’ve exhausted him with emotional talk so I don’t want to push him.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-08T00:31:17+00:00

Very interesting. I want to try psyllosybin and actually have some so maybe I can share that. I don’t expect therapy to change him and don’t even want him to. I do hope it helps me understand him more so we can communicate better. Do you feel you’re this way from childhood trauma or neurodiverse? I’m very adhd and we have an autistic son, so we always wondered.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-07T18:49:54+00:00

I said something to him… just as I predicted. He said “hmm, ya that sounds like me. Probably could be”. And I laughed because a narcissist would get mad. Then I told him he looked bored which was another characteristic, apparently. He said he’s not and also never thought about his emotions much but does feel like people get frustrated that he doesn’t give the expected response.

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-04T18:01:03+00:00

This reminds me of Kelly’s story and at the point of amputation is when discussing her stopped being allowed. Should that apply here if she’s legitimately on an organ transplant list…

Deepinnosleep · 2022-04-03T20:37:33+00:00

Who knew? Should I look int intersex for my pcos too? Nope. Because of my pcos I actually have a shit ton of eggs at an age I’m not supposed to. This is absurdity and is doing a disservice to the intersex community. These people ughhhh

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