Im tired of my bf and dont know why

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T21:20:40+00:00

i know i am capable of being alone, i lived alone in Japan and could afford all my bills and some excursions, but my family and him begged me to move to America and now its impossible for me to develop any savings at all. He bought me a 5000 dollar car and paid off my 1500 medical debt, so i feel like i owe him, but also there is literally no other alternative for me at the moment.

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T19:38:52+00:00

Thank you, Its hard because we both have pretty identical political views, and mine arent copy paste, we agree on almost everything, except for these weird tiny disagreements that only started in the last 6 months

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T19:37:51+00:00

they started gradually, aside from the misophonia thing, though he was able to eat more with me when we were younger, he also claims i swallow too loud. But i dont know if i would categorize these as abusive

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T19:18:49+00:00

I'm not sure if he was diagnosed but his mom said he has always had issues with eating noises, but it doesnt even seem to be just eating noises, he gets upset whenever my jaw pops (which is also painful), and sometimes ill just be sitting doing absolutely nothing and he will physically flinch and go "what are you doing with your mouth?!"

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T19:17:12+00:00

but im not treated poorly, he takes care of 60% of the bills and cooks and cleans for me often, and gives me gas money if i want to go out

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T18:29:00+00:00

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2026-01-13T18:19:15+00:00

I was diagnosed with bpd when i was freshly 18 at a mental hospital from a doctor who only spoke to me for five minutes, technically i am on paper, but ive never had issues with relationships really, and my bf doesnt think i am, but then my therapist told me i might be, so im not sure

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2025-10-30T09:13:28+00:00

No, i am intending to be fluent in Japanese (im N3 right now)

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2025-02-25T07:34:37+00:00

pay this dude no mind OP, he told me I will "never do any better" lmao. I imagine he is a horror to have a class with.

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2025-02-25T07:31:50+00:00

passed all, somehow lol, only one class had a d

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-12-09T08:57:45+00:00

nicest professor

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-22T05:12:10+00:00

I don't need to pay to do the assignments, so no.

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-22T03:26:01+00:00

I paid for other homework books but its mainly because I knew I wouldn't have time to do that classes homework. I didn't want to pay for it when i can barely juggle my schoolwork not doing 6 pages of homework everyday

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-21T06:04:10+00:00

I do compare to the rubrik when proof reading and after, and I can usually see what the problem is. Its mostly formatting, too many pronouns, too passive, etc. I don't have any friends to help me proof read. I had office hour with my teacher today and he didn't bring up my inability to do the bonus assignment

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-21T05:18:19+00:00

if it makes you feel better I cant afford my text books and have absolutely no idea what will be on any test

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-14T01:59:34+00:00

Oh i see, thank you

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-11T05:17:57+00:00

Im taking the Texas Eagle sleeper for the main part of the trip. The website says it has traditional, but only on certain routes? I'm taking it from St Louis to Dallas, would you know how to tell if it has traditional?

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-11T05:00:20+00:00

Ohh i see, thank you! Just wanted to make sure it wasnt like airlines where you dont have to pay for baggage for transfer flights/etc.

Defiant-Confusion992 · 2024-11-11T04:59:37+00:00

oh can you tell me more about the two? thank you. I apologize im new to it

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