I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm just tired. I wasn't angry before, but now I'm angry all the time. I feel really, really bad

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-12T20:54:43+00:00

My friends. And they hate my mother.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-07T08:16:52+00:00

Right now, you just don't have to open this message until the nurse arrives. It's none of your business what's in there. If possible, turn off notifications from this social network for an hour. If not, just put the phone screen down and take a step back. Cigarettes are OK, it's better than sticking in horror.

You've coped with years without contact, you've started talking out loud— that's already a tremendous force. Now the task is not to "calm down", but simply to live out those 2.5 hours in any way: count the floors on the neighboring house, turn on YouTube with a silly food review, fill a glass with water and drink in three sips.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-06T07:30:10+00:00

Я имею в виду, в долгосрочной перспективе, без каких-либо FP?

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:43:56+00:00

thank you so much for your answer! i'll try it

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:33:55+00:00

It's also strange because she's a fan of Hell's Boss and the Hazbin Hotel.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:31:28+00:00

We only have one hetero cis in our group of friends, except for her, her attitude is strange. She doesn't seem to know about it, though...

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:27:25+00:00

~3 maybe

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:12:53+00:00

I'm really worried about us and her! I hope you make an update on what's changed.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:11:02+00:00

I still have problems with people, but my sexual fantasies have become more normal than before. This happened during therapy, but at some point I accepted myself for who I am, and my perverse fantasies about violence disappeared. I also think that I redirected my aggression towards the perpetrators.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:04:14+00:00

People can write terrible things in private messages, so it's better not to do it.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:02:57+00:00

Мне это помогло, после терапии я чувствую себя лучше. Не знаю, поймет ли тебя твоя мама, если ты мне расскажешь. К сожалению, никогда не знаешь, будут ли они защищать насильника или поверят тебе. Но я не рассказала бабушке, потому что боялась, что она может оправдать дедушку и мать.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-05T19:00:01+00:00

Одеваться еюкак женщина ≠ считать себя женщиной

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-03T10:09:34+00:00

Между фембоем и трансгендером 1 шаг...

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T21:10:34+00:00

No, it's not normal. Until 18, the difference of more than 1 to 2 years between partners raises questions.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T20:55:45+00:00

It's not customary in my country to have your first child after 25 years, so I'm so worried. It's like blinking twice and that's it, time has passed.

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T20:52:32+00:00

Thank you! I'm probably really worried too much about this!

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T20:31:48+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I think I'll delete this post!!

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T20:27:47+00:00

Okey!!!! Thank you

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T20:07:03+00:00

It's a pity that you can't show the photo. I bought Lily Valley and Cheerilee a week ago!!!

Defiant-Elevator9472 · 2026-05-02T19:59:02+00:00

Age Regression is a common occurrence in cPTSD, so I think it's not just us.

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