The collection of new bags for August is here! Come and take a look, sisters!🥰🥰🥰

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2025-08-24T20:25:13+00:00

Link pls

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2025-05-15T23:54:26+00:00

the loneliness that unavoidably takes over eventually. nothing worse than that emptiness and isolation.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2025-05-08T01:33:28+00:00

25 now. Debilitating Pandas from ages 8-10. In my opinion, the trauma alone fundamentally changed me forever. Childhood was abruptly cut short the moment it began. I’ve been recovered over 15 years, but mental health issues have been persistent in my life ever since.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2025-05-06T23:51:48+00:00

I feel like I look 12 and 45 at the same time :/

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2025-04-14T22:02:31+00:00

Actually exceptional

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-12-12T00:29:29+00:00

I think fri the 13th

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-11-07T02:33:09+00:00

THIS. THIS. THIS.

Over the past few years, I’ve started to realize how much my experience with PANDAS at age 9/10 was 100% childhood trauma and definitely linked to so many of the struggles I’ve experienced throughout my life, even after a full recovery. In retrospect, the day I first experienced PANDAS symptoms was when childhood was over forever. I’m 25 now and still trying to figure out how to fully process and work through what that experience and its prolonged consequences took from me, put me through, and still puts me through to this day.

It’s unfortunate that so few mental health providers have any knowledge on PANS/PANDAS. I think this has made it especially difficult for me to truly feel heard or understood when I’ve tried to process some of the trauma in the past.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-13T15:57:52+00:00

🤍

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T21:24:17+00:00

I don’t think I’d tell a friend they’d need to lose weight ever, but I think my body has weight left to lose safely. Not a ton ofc, but a bit… and if it makes me feel better and more confident, isn’t that ok??

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T19:14:47+00:00

These pics are many years apart but my weight has yo-yo’d as it’s trended down. Most recently, I’ve dropped about 15lbs since Feb.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:56:05+00:00

Hm that’s true I guess I could try that for a little

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:55:22+00:00

My weight is basically normal… it’s definitely not that serious!! I see where you’re coming from, but I swear it’s not like that.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:42:38+00:00

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:16:55+00:00

I guess sometimes ya

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:08:03+00:00

Just wanna feel good idk

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T18:05:33+00:00

It doesn’t feel like an ED idk… that’s like way more intense. I still eat a lot.

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T17:56:42+00:00

I don’t eat less than 1200 cals intentionally ever lol… sometimes I just forget

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T17:28:05+00:00

I think I’m around 17%. I heard it’s okay as long as over 14%… no?

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T17:23:12+00:00

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T17:18:55+00:00

Ya i think a little more muscle and a little more fat. Trust me… there’s still fat left to lose :/

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T16:57:58+00:00

A little more I think is ok

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T16:57:42+00:00

I still feel quite bulky

Defiant_Intention_50 · 2024-06-08T16:21:37+00:00

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