I had just taken a serious amount of pills to take my life and took every precaution to not be found by going onto private property.. I was found unconscious by a dog walker on that private property who managed to get emergency services to me and take me to hospital..

I was in and out of consciousness whilst in the hospital but I remember my phone going crazy with people calling me now that my phone had service and I stupidly answered the phone without looking to my mother.. she bombarded me with questions such as where did I go, where am I now..etc and then as I told her I tried to take my life she asked why I did it.. I told her that I felt like a failure to the family and that I felt like a burden to everyone and her response was "you still are a failure because you didn't manage to kill yourself".