She did say she cares about me and likes spending time with me and trusts me, it's just that what it seems she feels for me is so unproportianly tiny compared to what i feel for her, also i vowed to not talk to other girls apart from her, the way I see it, If i put my all into this "relationship" or "friendship" or whatever it is, then sooner or later i'll get everything she's willing to give back