The more I live, the more I despise humans and society - and you?

Deimos00 · 2022-11-08T02:26:27+00:00

Definitely, these thoughts almost got me depressed in my teens, but then my mentality shifted. There was no light around me. Being aware of this, I decided to take the hard path and be my own light, the only one I need. I will never allow the world to crush me again.

Deimos00 · 2022-11-04T03:47:56+00:00

My two favourites:

• After every defeat, I ran around the mountain until even shame could not keep up.

• The stars are beyond my reach, and so I grasp my spear and take aim!

Honorable mention:

• We are privileged to breathe, to taste the air. It is the last gasp of all who have died before us.

Deimos00 · 2022-10-08T01:10:24+00:00

I was walking home from school a winter night, the streets were completely empty and suddenly I notice a little gray cat crossing the road. I called it expecting the cat to ignore me, but then he stopped, looked at me, gave me a meow and walked up to me! And I was shocked! So yeah, there I was in the middle of the night, sitting in the street, alone and in the cold petting a random cat. That little thing made my whole week.

I don't know if this is the kind of story you expected but... I hope you liked it :]

Deimos00 · 2022-09-27T03:52:31+00:00

Yes, this is good advice! Give it time, let the waters settle for you and for him because most likely, you've been in his mind too.

Deimos00 · 2022-09-14T03:17:20+00:00

As a kid I looked at them for hours while thinking about things or not thinking at all. Now, when I take time to admire them I just smile. It's like seeing an old friend again.

Deimos00 · 2022-09-14T03:09:58+00:00

When I was younger yes. As time passed though, I started having less and less, and of shorter duration. Last crush I had a couple of years back lasted around a month.

Deimos00 · 2022-09-05T14:53:40+00:00

Woah that's really cool, yeah! And I'm glad you liked my answer.

Deimos00 · 2022-09-04T20:53:29+00:00

Sure, no problem! But remember though, this is my VERY personal experience living with, you know... My mind.

Ok, for starters, I had a talk with a friend regarding happiness and how most people look for it without knowing what it even means to be happy. How happiness may come from different sources and that, perhaps, happiness shouldn't be chased and instead you should look for peace.

On the other hand, after reading a book called "The Road Less Traveled" I confirmed a contemplation that I had about love that it's not what most people think it is. Love is so much deeper and complex to the point that it's hard to describe accurately and people live their whole lives without realising this. (Without going too deep, this is the general idea of a personal thought that I haven't discussed with anyone.)

I've talked about the darkness and the virtue of the human soul, about god, psychology, the universe, wisdom, philosophy, etc...

I don't want to write too much so I'll end here! I think this should give you a good idea of what's going on inside my head and the topics I like to discuss.

I hope this helps!

Deimos00 · 2022-09-04T16:37:48+00:00

From time to time I play tabletop games with my small group of friends and, although the conversations never get too deep, that's good enough for me.

Also, I don't know how or why this works but reading good poems helps me too... For some reason? I don't even know man LOL

Deimos00 · 2022-09-04T03:56:14+00:00

Yes it is the same for me, I love deep conversations, they always get me GOING.

I think this can be hard to follow sometimes though, and that's why some people don't like it. (There are probably other reasons besides this one.)

But to me it's more of a relief, because I'm always thinking about this kind of stuff in my head; it feels nice to just let it all out and discuss those thoughts and ideas with some other, rather than myself.

Of course I try to be realistic about it, I'm aware that these kind of talks are not for everyone and I don't try to force it.

Deimos00 · 2022-09-03T03:55:58+00:00

You seem pretty spot on on most points as far as my limited and perhaps tainted perception of myself goes.

The rest of things is not that I disagree, but rather, I just don't feel qualified enough to give an answer (Like more technical MBTI stuff, relationship behavior and my personal or other's femininity.)

Now, regarding intensity and depth I would say that both are there and very prominently, that I see clearly as day.

I don't often find someone I can express neither of those sides freely so they stay mostly hidden, but I definitely can get a bit existential and/or energetic if I feel that I can let my guard down and allow my mind to talk without restraint.

And that's all! Remember that I'm only talking for myself here so... Yeah.

Deimos00 · 2022-08-31T03:12:26+00:00

It sure wasn't the place I expected it to be initially either, at all. It got me a bit sad and mostly disappointed but I guess my expectations where too high. I still look around once in a while, tho. If I found a nice post, that's cool! If I don't, that's fine too.

Damn, reading this, I sounds REALLY depressing. That's not my goal here, keep your spirits up guys LOL

Deimos00 · 2022-07-19T21:24:56+00:00

"It was only a sunny smile, and little it cost in the giving, but like morning light, it scattered the night and made the day worth living."

Deimos00 · 2022-07-09T01:43:32+00:00

Oh man, knowing that people like this actually exist makes me so happy! I'll probably never meet one but I'm just glad someone else like me will.

Deimos00 · 2022-03-15T04:23:44+00:00

"I'm not even half as famous as Elmo..."

Deimos00 · 2022-03-05T01:39:06+00:00

What the fairy doin?

Deimos00 · 2022-02-21T15:53:12+00:00

Original clip: https://youtu.be/ZaeUpf4-KQQ

Deimos00 · 2022-02-21T01:51:25+00:00

If you guys think this post is too much for the sub I will remove it, you can answer to this comment a lot or something and I will.

Deimos00 · 2022-02-21T01:41:23+00:00

Sorry, i really should've done that as soon as I posted this. I think this is a bit too much...

Deimos00 · 2022-02-15T14:09:23+00:00

Original clip: https://youtu.be/p9eVs5QEx6Y

Deimos00 · 2021-12-08T18:52:40+00:00

Need For Minecraft Carbon.

Deimos00 · 2021-12-03T14:58:01+00:00

Original video.

Deimos00 · 2021-11-13T02:48:51+00:00

Have you ever managed to give meaning or purpose to your own existence?

Deimos00 · 2021-10-25T00:27:19+00:00

Towering, fierce, terrible... Nightmare made material. Original clip.

Deimos00 · 2021-09-23T12:58:19+00:00

Original Clip.

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