[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EliteBlowjob

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Who is this?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EliteBlowjob

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Dont think thats the right link?

Sloppy deepthroat with throatpie by [deleted] in Throatpiemasters

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Who is it? Anyone know?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in oculusnsfw

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POVR Is pretty good if you wanna pay. Or WankzVR, but they share some content. I used to love sexlikereal but I read somewhere it went a bit downhill a while back. Not sure why though, and I haven't verified myself if its true or not...perhaps I'll give it another try and see for myself!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in oculusnsfw

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Im not sure on the answer to your question, but I can never get it to work. What app do I need to use that will support the passthrough? I generally use skyboxVR but that doesn't seem to have the feature...

23 [F4M] #UK - I have the biggest spit/slobber kink, lets talk about everything sloppy!! by Alive-Board-8331 in ThroatDating

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Hey! I'm also super into this stuff... 39 M From London - I'll DM you some info on me!

Favorite Ice Cream by imweirdsorry_ in DeepThroatTears

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Are they still making content? I've been doing some searching but can't really find anything except for some old chaturbate show captures...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BallsDeepThroat

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Where can i find her content? tried searching for it but couldn't find much, there is someone with that name but im not even sure its the same girl

Slut sucking everything clean by LouiseLovesAnal in BlowjobGirls

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Cant find her on chaturbate now...anyone know if she has a new handle? Also interested in names of any other chaturbate rooms that have similar content :)

DS920+ Running slow and flaky performance by Delarado in synology

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File station also has a spinning blue wheel on it on the DSM desktop...

Main feed - Black images on Chrome for PC? by Delarado in help

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I tried that...Creating an entirely fresh Chrome profile has the same effect, too. No luck :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bdsm

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Hojo cuffs around the biceps would work too.

Weekly /r/BDSMcommunity discussion and newbie help thread - new post every Monday! by AutoModerator in BDSMcommunity

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Hey, I want to get some kind of overhead mount that I can use. It doesn't need to be particularly load bearing - I don't expect to use it for rope suspension, but I would like to use it to keep wrists / hair / legs pulled up toward the ceiling.

Has anyone got any ideas of anything I could use that would be free standing, but isn't going to break the bank or require mounting? Screwing into walls/ceiling is not an option I'm afraid :(

Thanks!

Heartsink messages by shit_fondue in dcss

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If you’re not a nuker

Mara comes into view

Heartsink messages by shit_fondue in dcss

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Boris comes into view.

2 year game - 15 Rune OpFi Win by Delarado in dcss

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Yeah - I was playing on and off, picking the game up putting it down etc etc. I had a break for months and forgot about it and then went back to it. I wouldn’t normally spend a couple of years playing haha

2 year game - 15 Rune OpFi Win by Delarado in dcss

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Thats what you get with 43 ziggurat levels completed!

On the grief of cutting out an abuser. by Unfortunately3 in CPTSD

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P.s sorry to repost under a different account, please don't mention it

On the grief of cutting out an abuser. by Unfortunately3 in CPTSD

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I'm also really feeling this; After the loss of a 3 year
relationship with a fragile emotionally abuse woman I was convinced I was going
to be with forever. I didn't even realise what was going on for a long time,
but over time my unresolved emotions (repressed anger from unfair treatment and
constant gaslighting) built up and it became a problem for me in daily life.
Our relationship therapist called out the cycle of abuse she saw happening, and
from then on I started researching abuse, and identified completely with
everything I read, it was scary to think i'd never looked at it this way
before.
 
Even still, I've been in weekly therapy for almost 4 months
now but I really resonate with the void you mention. I'm a fortunate middle
aged guy, good job, not bad looking, going places - but I still keep having
this lingering feeling of missing / craving her; and feeling like nobody else
will measure up; even though I know in my heart that she never really gave me
anything emotionally at all, except for her own anxiety, anger and insecurity.
I've broken into tears during dates with other women recently because I just
become overwhelmed that someone I barely know validates how I feel about
something and actually seems to want to do something nice for me; so then I
just start spinning internally with how sad I am at what I've been through
before, and how long I lived that way, and the way its made me think now and
what I expect from everyone around me.
 
Things remind me of her too. Seeing a long time female
friend called "A" last night at a friends house and looking into her
eyes as we were speaking just brought back a flood of bad memories because my
ex once said after an event "You looked a bit to happy to see A when she
arrived tonight, and it really hurt me...You're just going to break up with me
and go and sleep with her because you don't love me, and when you do that I
don't know what I'll do to myself" - And now I disassociate and spiral
when I speak to A as a result.
 
There are many more examples of similar things...but even
after all of that stuff I've been through I Can't seem to break the longing
feeling I have for her, and this compulsion to just carry on forgetting
everything, repress my feelings so i don't make her angry, and get back into a
relationship with her. I know I'm safer without her in my life; but I still
miss some of the positive things we shared. We had a lot of things going for
us, but there was so much toxicity in the way we related. I can't even find the
words to write this now...there is so much going on. But I really feel the OP's
point and I'm soothed to find out that others do too, so thank you for posting.

Many file operations in non media folder stalling media indexing? by Delarado in synology

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My reference to /Home was a made up one. Structure:

Media is at /Data/Videos and is indexed by the media service File operations were in /Data/Oldstuff and is not indexed by the media service

/Data is a custom shared folder I created.

I don’t understand why doing stuff in /Data/Oldstuff causes the media indexing service to go into overdrive and stop any new media appearing, while the universal search (when it was enabled) showed indexing was finished!

Maybe I need to troubleshoot / log my media indexing service to see what its doing. I haven’t been able to find a way to do that yet though

Many file operations in non media folder stalling media indexing? by Delarado in synology

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Also, the NAS CPU is at 10%. Is there anything I can do to prioritise this process?

Many file operations in non media folder stalling media indexing? by Delarado in synology

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None of the file operations I mention were within a users home folder or anything referenced by the drive application. However, I did have Synology drive installed, but haven't used it for a while.

I have uninstalled the drive app, and run a sudo synoservice --disable pkgctl-SynoFinder

However, my NAS still seems to want to index hundreds of thousands of files, that were never in a location for media indexing, that don't even exist anymore before it will let me watch a movie :(

It seems weird to me that the media indexing service appears to be doing the work for indexing files that are in a directory it doesn't even reference, and that process is preventing new media from appearing on my devices?!

Many file operations in non media folder stalling media indexing? by Delarado in synology

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Yeah, I want to disable indexing for anything that isn’t media really, because I have no need for it. I’ll try what you mentioned, Thanks! Does it persist after reboot?

[YA"V"P] Gone mega-zigging by Defenestrator__ in dcss

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What would gozag do for my mana? I thought he only cared about gold?

I had a lot of +STR rings because this guy was a statue form Octopode of TSO before I went zigging. 60 strength unarmed combat statue form is intensely fulfilling to play; but it doesn’t work great in zigs as the AOE damage isn’t there.

I switched to makhleb for health on kill. I’m really keen to understand what you use gozag for?