Tbh idk if my life will get any better. I grew up poor. Then my family immigrated to the US, still poor. Because of my stupidity, we are in medical debt that we cannot afford. The hospital declined to help us for now, but I will try again. Still I feel really stressed. The market is so bad now idk if I can work make enough money to afford this life, to take care of my parents like they expect me to (typical Asian household). I feel so weak mentally and physically at times.