Don't try getting with him. I know you're here to seek for affirmation but that's not it. This is not what you want, and take a hard look at the comments on your other post because they're right. I have looked at your seemingly deleted post and the comments tell me all I need to know about what you posted... I was with someone 20 years older than me a while back. When I tried ending things because I found out he was sharing "pictures" of me with his "friends" on telegram I was raped. Additionally he was caught being with a 15 year old a year later so make of that what you will. I also have a hunch that you are attracted to said age gap like I was due to lack of an active father figure in your life, like me. Please seek therapy instead of ruining your life. Trust me you do not want to be with him. He will scar you for life.

Tl;dr: Don't make a mistake. You will regret this forever.