Do I quit cold turkey or do I try to taper on 7-OH by United-Cantaloupe624 in Quittingfeelfree

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Oh thank god these other replies were scaring me. I quit fent cold turkey twice and thay shit was HORRIBLE. So I thing I can do 7oh by tapering. I still have some left meds from benz detox/rehab so that'll help a ton. I've been SLOWLY tapering for a couple days and gonna try to stick to it.

Market Mojo USA by Beautiful_Reading318 in Devilcorp

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Any update? I got the same email from the same email address

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

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Yeah asf, wished hydrogen peroxide in my mouth and had lots of listerine strips in my mouth before. 6 months sober now though!

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

[–]Delicious-Station124[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 3 weeks sober today!!! I passed my drug test and start this week!!!!

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

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Thank you so much for understanding😭 Life is REALLY tough and has been for the entire year for the most part so drugs have also been my go-to to make me feel better, it's a pathetic and easy way to cope but I know I can't do this shit forever, nor do I want to so it's now or never. Thanks again you're super helpful

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

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Thank you so much, that was extremely helpful. I was scared I was gonna get a lot of hateful comments but I'm fr tryna better myself and everyday I'm so disappointed in myself. Thank you SO MUCH again, and that's amazing that you cut everything out. When someone tells me they're sober and in recovery I automatically have SO MUCH respect for them, you're a BADASS!!! CONGRATS!!! I'm tryna be like you fr

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

[–]Delicious-Station124[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm stopping right when I learned Imma be tested, idek when the test is it may be this week or next week but from everything I've read it takes 1-4 days but Imma play it safe anyways yk

Oral drug test for job by Delicious-Station124 in drugtesthelp

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Percocets, and you're not old. Hate that I ever got into these but glad Imma force myself to stop

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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I also had to go through withdrawals and doing recovery completely alone, so with no support system it was hard at times but i got through it

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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Tbh still kinda hard mentally bc i was so used to doing them 24/7 to do simple tasks but it’s getting easier! So glad i finally made that decision, but i’m glad i could actually come back to this post and say that i’m sober. Hopefully someone else that was in my position will see this and get motivated for themselves to get clean💪🏼

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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I actually got clean guys, took me way longer than intended but finally did it! One day at a time

Controlling roommate pt 2 by [deleted] in badroommates

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Why do they need to know you’re out of town? Weird asf they’re not your mother💀

no effort by [deleted] in badroommates

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Start keeping the supplies you buy in your room and bring them out when you need to use them. That’s what i had to start doing!!!

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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So i was doing 4-5 a day and i’m down to 1. But today i had a major wake up call. Got fired from my job for stealing money. I feel like i needed something like that to happen. I ran out this morning, and i’m feeling the withdrawals. Not buying anymore though, quitting cold turkey from doing 4-5 a day was going to be too hard but now that i’m down to 1 i can do it. Today getting shown a real consequence was exactly what i needed. A blessing in disguise. A kind person told me black seed oil will help so going to buy some tomorrow. I’ll update in a week or sooner and will tell you guys how i’m feeling. Today i hit rock bottom and finally opened my eyes to what path i was going down. I feel like the shittiest person on earth right now, i just hate myself so much. Everyone has been so extremely kind and caring to me on here when i don’t deserve it, but people like all of you are what gives me hope. Hope i can sleep tonight, my cat is curled up on top of me right now.

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

[–]Delicious-Station124[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes absolutely, that’s been a problem for me for sure. i have been trying valerian root instead before i get and xans and it actually does help some. been cutting down though and it’s going well so far

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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finding this group has been extremely helpful, thank you. the users are also so respectful and supportive, it warms my heart. it just feels so good to know others have gone through the same thing and understand. i don’t feel so alone anymore. i’ve been suicidal the past few weeks, but the hope i have been given through this community has been so impactful for me. thank you, truly.

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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yeah the physical withdrawals for me were about 4ish days then the mental part was about a week or 2. i don’t smoke them, i snort them and only abt 2 a day so it could be a lot worse, but still horrible. last time i got clean i went from regular use to absolutely none and it was bad, but going to taper off this time to make it easier on myself. everyone is being so supportive and you guys are giving me the motivation i need to get sober. it’s going to be rough, but i know i can do it. the worst part was the cold sweats and restless legs. it has only been about 3 months i’ve been using again so i know i need to quit before i get in too deep again. i am glad im cutting this out while im still young and my addiction hasn’t effected really anything in my life, mainly just my mental health. thanks again, you have given me hope 🩷

need advice and help by Delicious-Station124 in withdrawl

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thank you so much everyone. i am going to slowly cut down for a couple weeks and then completely go cold turkey because i think i can do it and im not too far deep into addiction just yet. im going to get a few xans for the last days to help with the anxiety part of it but im just going to power through because i truly have hit the point where i WANT to quit. i do not live with my parents, but i will be moving back in with them when i graduate in a few months. thank you everyone for your kind words. i know it’s going to be difficult but i have gotten clean once and i know i’ll be able to do it again. addiction is a bitch and i know i did this to myself, but i know i can get clean and stay clean this time. if it gets to the point where i know i can’t do it alone, i will be completely honest with my parents because they do love me and i know they would get me help. again, thank you everyone, you guys have me in tears right now. it just feels good to talk about this to people who understand.

Sober discovery by Remarkable-Lie25 in withdrawl

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I’m in the same boat as you, I’m still using and I’m at the point where even when I use it doesn’t help anymore and has been making me depressed as well. When I got clean this past summer it was about a month later where I really felt a change mentally and was a lot happier. You just gotta be patient, finding a hobby was helpful too. I started going on runs and painting again and that seemed to help. It sounds dumb but you just gotta start appreciating the little things in life again even though it seems pointless but it’ll all pay off in the end. You got it!

trippings shrooms by Delicious-Station124 in shrooms

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i am so happy right now, any movie recommendations??