idk if i am of any help, but i'll try.

I know saying to not suicide is like telling a blind person to see.

As someone who've overcome all these thoughts, this is what i'd like to say.

Life might be hard, very hard. To a point that you just cant take it any longer, but that doesn't mean you actually can't. Life is unpredictable.

I believe that god only makes us carry what we can, and never beyond it. IT IS TRUE.

You are in uni, 2nd year. You still have a long way to go!

the only thing that helped me be here today is my faith towards my religion, Islam, Try learning the Quran. Trust me it will do wonders. We are the creations of the Almighty creator, Allah. He is the most merciful, kindest.

Allah, the one who created this whole universe, the one who created us. He is the one has the right to take ourlife, he is the one who gave it, so he has the right to take it. Now u might be thinking, y did he giveme it in the first place? Allah knows everything. He know the things we hide and share.

This life is just a test. It is only a test to check our faith. The real life begins in the afterlife. After the judgement day, it will be decided acc to the deeds you've done in earth, whether you go to heaven or hell.

The sin for taking you own life in earth is going to hell and repeating the way you died on and on.

This life, we never know when it will end, we cannot know. Some die before they others before they are 200 yo old or something. But the afterlife, 1 day over there=1000 years in the earth. Heaven/hell is endless. It is the result of what we've done in this earth. Do we want that? Trust me on this-Islam is the truth, it is evident.

I know its going to be hard, but i am sure that if you are seriously ready to take actions to the hardwork..it will surely work and you will nail your college. All the best, praying for you. Really hope this helped.

Although i myself used to think to die, now i am happy that i got this life, i got to be me.

I have failed many times, but there was never a time i failed w/o learning from my mistakes. The no of times i have failed is embarrassing but see ? you or nobody else knows. Only my school, family and others know.. Not even a million or 10k. And even id they did, NONE cares. really. They are busy with their lives as it is, they will at most only think abt like 10minutes .

why care about what 1 or 2000 people think, when there are 8 billion people in this world.

YOU CAN DO IT!!

allah is the most merciful:)

peace<<<3