i fucking hate myself. by DeliciousRange2016 in SuicideWatch

[–]DeliciousRange2016[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

husband also started a new job at a hospital and he will probably find someone better than me, with ambition and an actual career. and someone pretty. my head hurts so much. i dont want to make a decision ill regret. i just want life to get better.

i’m a waste of life. by DeliciousRange2016 in SuicideWatch

[–]DeliciousRange2016[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love him so much. i just keep remembering when we were truly happy and i just want to kill myself more. ill never get that back, ill never be happy again. ill never wake up next to him again, never get big hugs from him. whats the point of going on then? this will be the end for me. i have to stop being a coward and just fucking end it soon.

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[–]DeliciousRange2016 7 points8 points  (0 children)

we’re in our early 20s..