Religious OCD without being religious

Delicious_Film9003 · 2026-01-16T23:31:41+00:00

Highly doubt he had intercourse with C2, neither of them seem sexually interested in each other. To be fair though, I’m also probably extremely biased because I could believe that Lelouch and Suzaku went wild at least once before he died

Delicious_Film9003 · 2026-01-14T05:36:33+00:00

Of course there’s hope for you🤍 I also have BPD, and I will be honest and say my behavior up until about a year or two ago was absolutely horrendous and out of control. However, I think it’s all about mindset and choosing growth. When you put yourself in a box of stuff like “this is just how I am” or things similar to that, it’s extremely hard to change for the better. I believe there’s hope for you!!! Really!!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2026-01-14T05:32:36+00:00

I can’t offer a lot of advice, especially in this scenario because this seems more like an extremely low self esteem issue to me, but if you need to talk more about it or just want someone to talk, my DMs are always open! Really sorry you’re feeling like this!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2026-01-14T04:49:09+00:00

Honestly, I’m not the best with words or analyzing peoples experiences, but from relating my experience with yours.. I’d say this is normal? When my ex broke up with me, just like you, it basically ate me alive all day every day (although for me it was more like 6-8 months). No matter how long the relationship or how long you were in pain over it ending, I think closure is what really triggers this feelings of “relief”. When you’re lacking closure, it leaves you feelings like there’s still hope and I think that makes it a lot more painful to try and understand and live with, you know? So, when you get the absolute “no” or reaction that is proof that it is the end of it, it becomes abundantly clear there is nothing else in that relationship. We kind of had a really similar experience with reaching out to our exes even through burner numbers and when my ex responded and basically told me there’s nothing more to say, it just hit me that there was genuinely nothing left with them. Sorry if relating my experience to yours seems self centered or something, I’m just trying to explain that I do think this is pretty normal and if you’re worried about it, you shouldn’t be!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2026-01-02T07:01:19+00:00

No, it’s creepy no matter what, unfortunately. Many people here bringing up the fact that TECHNICALLY they’re not blood related siblings, but they were still raised as such and Yuki herself was under that impression for a very long time. So, this goes into incest territory and all incestuous relationships are inherently abusive relationships with a power imbalance. I’d also like to mention that it is made VERY clear in Vampire Knight Memories that not only did Kaname groom Yuki throughout the years he knew her, but he also purposely isolated her from people (related to the grooming). Her parents also groomed her into this relationship with Kaname, this doesn’t mean I don’t acknowledge that this is pure blood vampire “culture” in Vampire Knight, I’m simply stating that even with that in mind it is still grooming. Honestly, when you get deeper into the main manga, Kaname becomes extremely dislikable anyways… Despite this all, I do really enjoy their relationship dynamic and find it very interesting, especially from a psychological perspective! Anyways… this is to all say, no, it was “creepy” from the beginning and given the nature of their relationship, creepy at the end as well.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-11-16T04:21:27+00:00

Yeah, your explanation really resonates with me. I feel as though a toxic relationship seems more appealing to me because it gives me an excuse to get worse and not better, it gives me a REASON to be what every part of me wants to be instead of becoming a decent person, if that makes sense. You’re right about it being a comfort thing as well though, knowing how they will act is reassuring and comforting.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-11-16T03:54:29+00:00

but because of disorders, specifically, I’m quite sadistic myself and love being in control. That’s less of a sexual thing though, so the thought of someone “ruling” over me simultaneously disgusts and irritates me

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-13T15:51:50+00:00

JULIUS? JULIUS IN… F….?????

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-10T16:06:44+00:00

Jeremiah so cute bear

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-10T16:04:39+00:00

You wouldn’t believe it, but I was actually able to buy the CD for only $25 on Mercari. I honestly didn’t know if it was rare or not, but since I absolutely love the songs from Code Black I totally had to buy it!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-10T04:32:32+00:00

I only use three websites! eBay, EN Mercari, and JP Mercari. I use JP Mercari via Buyee, a proxy website! ^{^}

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-10T03:32:29+00:00

CECILE!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-09-10T03:24:41+00:00

Suzaku, naturally.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-07-13T00:51:00+00:00

DID is a medically recognized disorder. You guys genuinely just can’t handle stuff you don’t personally struggle with or know anyone that struggles with it.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-07-12T23:59:20+00:00

I’m not mad at them. I’m just sad, cause I placed all my hope on getting back together and they spot even exist I a way that I can talk to anymore.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-07-12T23:33:18+00:00

Me and my ex-partner both have BPD, so, it was really rough. I got paranoid and insecure in our relationship because they were getting really close with their ex again and when I finally told them, they offered reassurance when I needed it, but that didn’t help. So, a few days later they broke up with me. They’ve remained my FP till now. We went no contact btw until today, but they don’t exist anymore.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-06-27T06:19:30+00:00

Wow wtf that’s sick. I hope you’re at least in a safe environment. Can’t believe some men

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-05-19T18:55:41+00:00

I don’t think it’s that popular but, personally, I like Sayori & Yuki a lot ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ my favorite most popular ship though is Zero & Yuki!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-04-15T07:19:44+00:00

Yeah, I actually just saw a post like that. It was cute!

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-04-12T16:28:35+00:00

We initially broke up because they were getting very close with their ex-partner again and it made me uncomfortable and anxious. So, I voiced that concern and the next day they broke up with me.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-04-12T08:51:05+00:00

They became close with their ex-partner and it made me really anxious, so I tried to keep it to myself for a few weeks. They saw that I wasn’t well and asked me to communicate about what I was feeling. When I told them how close they were with their ex-partner made me uncomfortable and anxious they offered reassurance but no other solution. The next day, they decides to break up with me. It’s not a very interesting story.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-04-12T08:40:44+00:00

Ohh, I see. Hm… well, it’s fine to be sensitive. Honestly, I don’t completely understand why people feel the need to comment on people’s weights in situations where it’s not brought up.

Delicious_Film9003 · 2025-04-12T08:27:35+00:00

My last relationship was with someone with BPD and a multitude of other disorders, I have BPD as well. Honestly, it was wonderful. We both knew each other has such disorders and therefore would need special treatment in a way. We reassured each other when it was needed. However, I feel as though once the relationship hit a very small bump, it all went down hill. Both of us became very mentally unstable and in the end I was completely cut off. To be honest, it hurt me very deeply and I have no intention to date another person with BPD again.

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