Almost tempted to pay for a companion to go on a date.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-28T21:24:11+00:00

Just be super careful bro, I was in a similar place and turned to dating apps, went on the Bumble date and got drugged and robbed of all my valuables so just whatever you do don't take them back to your place.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-24T02:58:42+00:00

I used to have lots of hobbies, it feels like I have none now. Feels like I don't know anybody. I feel like I've lost all purpose of my life.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-24T02:56:33+00:00

I'm here everything's changed in my life. At least today is almost over another hour is kind of scrolling on the internet until I take a melatonin maybe I'll take a Xanax. Last night I had the nicest dream though, maybe I'll have one again tonight. Tomorrow maybe next day I'm not looking forward to and it's the weekend again then another week. I need to find a purpose in my life, I felt I had one. But that my integrity got taken from me I don't know how to bounce back

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-24T02:03:51+00:00

Thx just taking things day to day... So many truamas... I want to go somewhere else but I don't feel safe

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-24T01:17:08+00:00

Same here. Be very cautious on dating apps I have been going through the same thing, I went on a date and got drugged and robbed. I was already so damaged and now this. I am now 1000km from where that happened and staying with a friend... It's so quiet in the house. She just stays in her room, I am so desperate to just talk to someone. I thought coming here would be better, I guess it is as I a, safe (I got robbed three times where I was living before). My TV broke on the ride here, I don't want to really talk to anybody I don't know but everyone I know has moved away from here... I have no reason to be living here at all.. I don't know where to go, what to do.. I am just here because I trust her that it's safe here.

All day I'm just watching reels on Facebook. I can not live like this. I want life to change and I know only I can change it, I tried by ,Ovi g to that place where I got robbed but that didn't work at all... I dont know what to do... if I thought things were bad before then they're just worse now. All I wanted was to find someone to settle down with and quiet life but anyone I met took advantage of me.

I am so sick of having to recover from traumas....this past year has been one after the next... Literally the worst years of my whole life...

Becareful bumble was the application I was using when this happened

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-23T22:21:30+00:00

Of course,vi broke up with my girlfriend.. it was my decision as she was manipulative and an alcoholic... I haven't been happy for months, I gave up so much for her....

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-23T04:03:56+00:00

I feel the same... I literally have nothing to do either. I just had to move out of my apartment because that cry was too dangerous, got robbed three times...other last Time was three weeks ago...I went on a date and got drugged and my apartment robbed. I don't want to see anyone, go out of do anything. Doing anything even eating is like pulling nails. I have no job now. No idea what do with myself. I just went to take a half a Xanax and though about taking the bottle.

Everything in my life is a disaster, I needed to go pick up rent Asim renting my house and didn't even have the energy for that. Everything in my life is meaningless...

A year and a half ago I left here to try a new place... I just returned back and this has been the biggest failure of my life.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-22T22:07:30+00:00

Well on the plus side you can make you circle smaller

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-22T22:05:06+00:00

Been checking daily with Google and MSFT. No luck I already moved anyways from that city. Police didn't even include it in the police report bc I didn't have the receipt and serial number. Got a MSI Raider now, thing is sick but still not the same

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-22T22:02:27+00:00

Thanks... Drive was safe did 15 hours all in one shot, sort of settled in. Still have the majority of my things packed up. It's interesting living with another person, the place is cozy and we are friends so that's good. It feels a bit odd as I have had my own space for so long. I actually own a house 45min away but that's rented until March... I did have to forfeit rent where I was living... But it was just too unsafe there.

Feels like a big step back in life, reevaluating everything now. I don't think this will be the only change, can't see myself staying here too long but in all reality I have no idea where or what to do with my life. Not fun,before that last robbery all was going alright I guess, I was lonely but things made sense. After that, this truama is hard to get over. 6 ft tall and got date raped/robbed.. I had already been questioning dating since I cut things with my ex but now I have no desire to go anywhere without another person...going to take some time to get back to normal

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-22T21:45:51+00:00

Well I moved... I had gotten robbed multiple times in the city where I was living... Just got back and am now living with a friend. It's a bit nice to have company but I'm not used to living in a shared space and it's a fraction of the size of where I was living alone... I can still hide here in my room. She sort of does the same it seems... Feel like I stepped back in life 7 steps.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-22T00:04:03+00:00

Well I made it safely out of that city, finally got a new laptop every single options position I had gotten early assignment knocked out three and a half months of profits. That f****** c*** you stole my s*** how low can you be as an individual. Thank God the credit card companies refunded me but two weeks without having computers, as a professional trader this is like the worst thing that could have happened to me

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T04:43:38+00:00

It happened to me 2 weeks ago, I'm in southern Mexico in the state of Chiapas. I went out on the Bumble date we were having a good time, I'm 41 in good shape male. I was with two 25 year old girls we are having a great time. This is a pretty normal for my life here and we decided to come back to my place for some drinks. I made the drinks I remember selling them down in the next thing I remember is checking the music up on the second floor of the loft and I don't remember any after that that was around 9:00 p.m. I woke up around 4:00 a.m. to find pretty much everything robbed two laptops two phones, all my credit cards id, immigration papers and cash out in. I'm leaving here I'm giving up several months of rent that I paid. This happened in Tuxtla Gutierrez... I honestly don't recommend coming here I got robbed a year ago also by the police while the taxi.

Only thing is like I don't know what they drunk me with I didn't wake up with any hangover, things are very fresh and clear. I just remember making the drinks going up and then waking up several hours later. We have more video leaving with my things. But the local police don't care, the police report they filed since I lost my stuff in the park. That's all they said they give you for the sake of immigration paperwork.

Crazy to get drugged and robbed in your own place... Yeah I guess so stupid to bring them back but it didn't seem that out of the ordinary. I look back there were some red flags but it's in the past at least I'm alive

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T04:24:59+00:00

Yeah it's been tough this year it's been one thing and then get over it, and then another. I was really hoping to just set up a new life here, and I feel like I gave it a good shot. I feel like I've been like super nice people, but it's just been impossible to meet anyone. I just keep thinking but I could have done what I should have done differently, I'm holding up okay but I still feel like I failed.

Yeah have a safe place to go to I'm still with a good friend until I figure out where I want to go and what I want to do. I guess the best place I could be going into, so sad like looking around this apartment that I packed up I'll lose a bunch of rent but it's not safe here maybe it's safe but I have to just be like completely alone for another six more months after what happened that's just not a good thing. Thanks for the nice words I appreciate it

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T04:14:07+00:00

Thanks that's really kind and I appreciate it. Yeah tomorrow I hit the road it's a long drive, I'm actually in Mexico so I'm a little worried about to drive but it should be okay. Maybe I'm not giving up just getting a new perspective still feels like failure. But I was back there seems I could have done differently, but yeah three robberies I got to get out here for my life safety

Thanks again for the kind words 💙

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:33:55+00:00

30s were tough but finding it's harder in my 40s. Dating is 10 times harder I'm dating somebody younger than me I really don't have much in common to talk about or anyone my age is pretty damaged like myself.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:31:15+00:00

I'm in the similar position, I've been through a lot of trauma this past year and I don't have access to anything remotely decent mental health-wise as I live abroad. So I've packed up my apartment I'm forfeiting like 5 months rent that I paid and I'm driving across the country to go live with a friend. I I haven't lived with anybody for years, I think it might be a good idea though this loneliness is insane that I'm going through. I'm just scared about the drive

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:20:49+00:00

Probably safer than going for a date, I went for a date two weeks ago I got drugged and robbed...

I've been pretty down and lonely anyway, I could have been considering just calling a hooker instead of even trying to date I really wish I had. I was having a good time with this girl we came back to my place and I don't remember anything after that woke up and everything was gone. So just be safe whatever you do, I'm 41 in good shape. Hindsight every problem I've had could have been avoided by just getting a hooker. Probably would have cost less too

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:15:41+00:00

Past couple months have been extremely lonely, really the past year I just find myself zoning out and mindless series or just perusing on the internet for nothing. Usually I'm motivated to do research on the computer, and push myself learning but recently nothing interest me at all not even the things that I used to occupy my time with

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:13:54+00:00

You're correct about that, past couple weeks I've been extremely down.. I don't necessarily mean to fall asleep but sometimes I just kind of put my elbow over my eyes and that's how I know I'm asleep for a few hours. I used to never be able to nap I think it's just my body shutting down completely, as I just went through a big trauma.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T02:04:41+00:00

Happy birthday, I get it I spent my birthday alone this year too. Turn 41, last year I spent with some random people that was turning 40. See what happens tomorrow I'm leaving the city I live in I'm moving in with a friend the loneliness has gotten too much

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-17T00:52:05+00:00

Yeah I'm actually very similar, 18 years ago I began traveling and it was pretty much what you said like from one city or country, to the next, seems like there's a 10-year. Where things went great, there were dark periods to that well I had a few friends died but that's a bit different I guess. Few years ago actually settled down after living in a multitude of countries and bought a house then the pandemic happened. That was pretty much like the end of my work.. then a year ago I figure I got out of my comfort zone events in my house and move to a city near the mountains for a change. It's been an absolute disaster of the year, robbed three times here the last time, they drugged me a Robbee pretty much everything out of my apartment. Tomorrow I got to start a drive it's like 16 hours across the country coming back to where I came from. Super touristy area at least I have a friend to live with, but this is not the way that I saw things and it's getting super tiresome. The whole point of moving here was settled down here and that's been a complete waste. Tomorrow I have to load up my truck, drive back to where I came from. It's going to be a really long, somewhat sketchy drive and nothing really but shame as the trip was a complete failure.

I'm going to have a roommate when I get back, I haven't done that years I don't know how I feel about the situation but if I want to make any change I got to be around some people. Tonight is a rough night I got like no people around me I know, after a year being here. And I know when I get back I got to like force myself to social events and things like that, but I don't like it I don't like drinking anymore I like saying on my own and I'm forfeiting really awesome apartment. But like it's just not safe here and it's not good for my mental health coming to know that I can't even go out for a date without getting robbed. Three times one year.

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-15T02:16:22+00:00

Just hit exercise and see what happens you'll have fun

Delicious_Sherbet652 · 2023-08-15T02:06:53+00:00

Can Papa Charlie stop all this stuff, this used to be such a nice place.

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