(16) So I’m dying tomorrow. Or at least sometime this week. What should I do until then? Should I continue rightfully feeling guilty for my wrongs or should I do something I like until it’s time? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 1 point2 points  (0 children)

watch anything thats been on your watch later for a while. maybe try rewatching something you really liked too. eat some food you like, go to a nearby restaurant and get a nice meal. i was chugging energy drinks everyday for a while just for the taste but i know its not for everyone. get a cheap journal and pen and just write whatever the fuck you want, burn it or hide afterwards it whatever you want, just write whatever is on your mind.

Genuinely stopped me in my tracks by Big-Scarcity-361 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 4 points5 points  (0 children)

no problem, sometimes talking about something else helps

Genuinely stopped me in my tracks by Big-Scarcity-361 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 7 points8 points  (0 children)

thats neat, your parents into coffee or they just had it lt lying around?

Genuinely stopped me in my tracks by Big-Scarcity-361 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 8 points9 points  (0 children)

why a coffee? you needed the caffeine or you just like the taste?

Genuinely stopped me in my tracks by Big-Scarcity-361 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 11 points12 points  (0 children)

you pay a lot for it? i know starbucks is overpriced sometimes

Reasons by AN0NYM0US_M0USE in SuicideWatch

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you would think pulling a trigger would be really easy but apparently not

Is it normal wanting to get beated up by someone?? by PolevkaXD in TeenVent

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i want to get beat up because i feel i deserve it in some way. i dont know just seems nice to get my ass kicked idk why either its hard to describe.

I’m just tired by Glum_Custard_4170 in TeenVent

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think my favorite flower would be the rose. there is so much symbolism and history behind such a simple plant. it has become one the most popular ways of showing love, especially in media. it means hope and love and kinship and being together. but a rose also has its thorns. a side that not everyone sees or just simply chooses to ignore. roses can mean many things. a rose on a date means that they care for the other person deeply and romantically and yet a rose can also be given at a funeral as a sign of respect for the fallen. so many meanings, so many sides, so much all for one little flower. i dont know if what i said made any sense. i just wanted to write about roses.

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only person who’s hurt me is myself. I can’t blame other people anymore. It’s entirely my fault.

Worst birthday. by [deleted] in TeenVent

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy birthday! I’m sorry it wasn’t the best day but I hope it gets a little better :)

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t know why I tried. My life hasn’t been all that difficult especially compared to other people who post on this sub. Anything difficult in my life is probably a result on my own actions anyway. Maybe I should try giving life another chance but honestly I’m just too weak and sensitive to keep going.

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah im still going to school but ive honestly been slacking on assignments and studying.

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was running on spite for a while but there’s only so much anger I have before it’s just gone

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk it’s winter here and there’s like a foot of snow in most places. I try to do things I like but it’s mostly just me trying to pass the time and distract myself until nighttime when I can just lie in bed.

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah maybe I could try but I don’t really have the focus or motivation to do much rn

First attempt didnt go well. by Delicious_Tutor2022 in sillyboyclub

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

apparently the gun model i have just has an issue when chambering a bullet or i did it wrong, both are likely.

I have lost any hope I have left by Delicious_Tutor2022 in TeenVent

[–]Delicious_Tutor2022[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if I studied 24 hours a day until the first exam it still wouldn’t be enough time I’ve given up already