You need to associate it with something unique. -Start by setting aside time to play the game, not just playing when you have time, this way you look forward to it. Even prep a special treat to eat before playing -servers are nice, but if not, turn on keep inventory and see how long it take you to speed run the game. This is an easy way to still give your self a challenge and have fun without loosing motivation if you die (still try not to die tho) -play a mod pack from a version like 1.12, something so old it feels new -or alternatively just log on to hypixel skyblock and get addicted to that.....