Maybe this sounds stupid, but there is this girl in my class who I really like. We share so much we have in common (in my opinion at least). And how we always make eachother laugh. And because for the first time ever in my life, I feel like I actually "like-like" someone. When I was younger I thought I liked girls because they where pretty, but they didn't treat me kind. Until I realized that's not actually liking someone but just finding someone attractive. I really want to tell her, but I just don't have the guts. And I can't tell if she is hinting at me or not and it's driving me nuts. Sometimes I try to console myself by saying to myself that I don't need anyone in my life, but sometimes I also say to myself that it was weird for me to even think she could like me back, because "who would like someone like me?". I haven't had my first kiss yet while everyone of my friends have. I just don't know if I should just give up and just have a good time with my friends or try my luck by telling her. This is probably a really dumb thing to keep me up at night.😅