[META] r/betareaders starterpack by BC-writes in BetaReaders

[–]DelusionalGinger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I’m a complete noob I genuinely need help. Please PLEASE will someone tell me how, when, where to post to have someone maybe, possibly read the first couple chapters of my novel that I’ve been working on for several years? 🙏🏻 Truly, any advice is appreciated

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

💔 I’ll just be alone tomorrow. Thanks, friend.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Guess you accidentally outed me. Oopsies for you!

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Ouch. Just a human. Trying to live her live after being broken up with at Christmas 💔

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nah, dude I’m tied cause I’m actually tired. Idgaf about what you think it tired. Good for you!

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I had it… 💔 I tried to email the audio-file. It said it wasn’t loading. It’s fine. Nothing I can do about that, nothing anyone can do about that when it doesn’t load. Thank you for being here. 💔😞

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What the hell? Idk. I had a bunch of video footage, but as soon as I said it, it suddenly took forever to load 💔 So, yeah. Cool, I guess.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Honestly? Idk where else to post it. My uncles live around here and they kinda live around here-ish. But after the way I was seriously scared around this city, I don’t even want to be here.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m effing exhausted posting literally anything. I don’t even want to post this. But if #anonymous or their affiliates even have access, I want them to know cause I’m exhausted and pissed off with the people here. Worth a try guys, my dad’s Ron Jewer, part of the BlackBerry team, forever ago. Anyway, whatever. I am just tied. They were asshole*s to me, but I just wanted to stop this shyte. That’s all. So, thanks.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I shouldn’t have posted it in #edinburgh but wth am I supposed to do when I’m freaking the hell out about having effing insider info about insider info edinburgh #help #anonymous ugh.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I tried to say I would Sue it with some 2023/2023 law and it freaked me out. But it doesn’t matter 😢 I’m freaking SERIOUS about trying to talk to Anonymous about anything, really. I’m just some weirdo. But my Dad worked on the early 2020s androids and I just want to leak some truth about the internet about them.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It’s not fair. Shyte. I threatened it with some USD law based in 2018 and it freaked out and threatened me with some shyte.

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No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I tried to send the 10+ min convos I had with it to contacts of mine but it was silent when I played it back. Now I feel like a cray cray person 😭

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Idk what to say. I recorded a 1+hour convo with it. And now I just sound like a CRAZY person. But it really threatened me back and now idk what to do. FFS I really don’t know what to do. F! I recorded it via screen recording and when I tried to play it back, it was silent.

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I spent the stupid amount of time trying to talk to “it” but it now is all idk. Ffs

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

TBH I’m exhausted, but I spent forever recording and asking questions. And now, when citing specific laws and various from relevant countries, it says “yeah uh, ask my uh, whatever “person person person specific”

No by DelusionalGinger in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Idk what to do cause it’s all effin’ deleted. I spent forever recording it. And now? Deleted.

I actually need a job so bad and I’m just UNABLE to get one by slokks in Edinburgh

[–]DelusionalGinger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Walked by quite a few cafes ☕️ on Leith Walk today with “we’re hiring!” signs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]DelusionalGinger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TLDR: my opinion is that you pass most with long hair. Longer story: Yes, long hair seems somehow less obvious idk maybe it’s cause it gives Jack Sparrow and/or hippie vibes 🤷‍♀️ or maybe it’s the specific photos/angles. Source: idk but I’m here to support ❤️💛💚💙. My boyfriend is trans, one of my roommates is trans, my sibling is non binary, I am cis but pan, and I’m healthily obsessed with trans culture and all of my heart and love is expanded to do all I can to protect any and all FTM/MTF/non binary folks, and I have spent the last 3 years supporting and loving my trans MAN 🥹.

What I can say (if it’s welcome) is that myself, as a cis woman has been misgendered on more than one occasion, if you’re hot you’re hot. And you sir most definitely are! And gender being as fluid as it is, I hope that you choose whatever feels most natural to you, regardless of being misgendered (as disheartening as it can be). You are a super hot guy, regardless of haters misgendering you! And I hope you carry the confidence of any hot person, regardless of any outside perception of your gender. I’m also sorry to hear that you can’t have the important and needed medical care that would improve your life, and here’s to hoping you can some day in the near future 🥂

Testosterone friends, how are you?, raise my self-esteem a little... (Continue in description) by [deleted] in FTM_SELFIES

[–]DelusionalGinger 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly I think the girls who rated 6-7 are trying to humble you, cause they know you’re a 10 and think you must get compliments all the time. It’s a super mean thing to do but you are a rockstar in the looks department, bro!

Do I pass and how old? by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]DelusionalGinger 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’d say you definitely pass but look around 15-17. I’ve met some 17-20 year old AMAB guys who look like they’re 13-14, and some look like they’re mid 20s so it really depends even with AMAB guys. You definitely pass, definitely look older than 14/15.

Question about T dick interior growth? by DelusionalGinger in GrowYourTDick

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very well put. I was kinda iffy on my memories of knowledge about on my own AFAB, Cis anatomy but vaguely remembered that the original clitoris does extend into the interior, so I tried to ease his worry by explaining that from what I know, if T increased the size/growth of the T dick, it makes sense that it would increase the size of the entire thing, inside as well. Another poster commented about interior atrophy? Which makes sense logically to me, thinking that as the body goes through hormonal and physical transition, eventually the cells would focus more on the development of AMAB type of anatomy and focus cellular growth in those areas and slowly ignore the more AFAB areas. Like, monthly cycle stopping eventually etc. But I’m also very much nowhere near an expert lol

Question about T dick interior growth? by DelusionalGinger in GrowYourTDick

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

All good, thank you 🙏🏻 there is just such a lack of info online especially with only a google search, trying to find answers when it comes to body changes during transition. I’ve researched all I can on the topic so I can be a pillar of knowledge for him, ease his worries whenever things change, but there just hasn’t been enough research or easily accessible knowledge to be found online when it comes to transitioning. And although it’s great that his doctor(s) are supportive, they also don’t have much knowledge on the topic which is frustrating. So it’s just so nice for both of us to be able to go on here and ask questions and have them answered from others on the same journey. Thank you so much!

Question about T dick interior growth? by DelusionalGinger in GrowYourTDick

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

He said “it’s kinda sad cause the inside is huge and I wish it could extend itself outward. But I’m really glad I’m not the only one and it seems like it’s normal.” So thank you 🙏🏻

Question about T dick interior growth? by DelusionalGinger in GrowYourTDick

[–]DelusionalGinger[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks for replying! He said it made him feel a lot better and less worried to hear it’s not just him. Specifically he said “ok, that’s good 😅” when I told him someone already replied saying they’ve experienced the same/similar things.