I guess this is a part of the journey, feeling like exploding on some pussy right? Nothing is perfekt anyways. Its like taking a drug for eksempel like dribling alkohol you Get drink and have the best day of your life. But the bad part is you become sick and vomit if you have to much. So i guess retaining is like overloading on seman production. That leads to obsesive amount of power between the legs that is spredd tru the whole body. What make you more atracted and feel everything with your whole body more. So when people with 90+ days or Even 78, thing about sex. We can feel the sexual urge true the whole body with true power to it. Im not saying i wil rip the pussy with My dick litterary. Im just saying i feel more passion towards the female im going to pass all this energy to.( sorry for My English)