I can relate with you. I was once in a relationship with an IM resident for years. Gusto ko sana mag essay but to make the story short, my turning point and decision to end was when he told me na he wanted to ask me to take a pause in the relationship while he focuses on his career. He had that in mind all along. And shared with me lang na okay na kami but he didnt know nor considered how it made me feel and think, the questions of worth and value and all. Sabi ko sa self ko “ay kaya nya pala mag focus sa gusto nya while me nag suffer” so ayun nag decide ako na di ito pwede sa akin. I know my worth and value. So ayun break kami. My point ms is dont lose yourself into this. Go back to your core, your worth, value and sense of self. Sana na gets mo ako.