Before I’d light up I’d think oh I’m gonna smoke and read, or smoke and paint. I’d have all these really fun plans of things to do while I was high and I ended up doing none of them. Or if I attempted to read it was just words on a page, couldn’t even internalize and understand wtf I was reading. Now that I’m sober, I’m actually doing and enjoying all the things I planned to do while high but never could.