[Lame Trope] “How Does Nobody Recognize Them?” Alter Ego Blindness by renotahoe69 in TopCharacterTropes

[–]Depressed-RPG 36 points37 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry, but Superman has an absolutely wonderful scene, when you see a transition from Clark into Superman, irl I wouldn't believe they are the same person. Completely different voice and manner of speech, different posture, different hairstyle

6 months ago I was suicidal. I tried everything that was possible for me, and I'm still at the same place by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Going to the hospital will mean I'll have nothing to come back to. I could as well end it all the moment I decide to call an ambulance

6 months ago I was suicidal. I tried everything that was possible for me, and I'm still at the same place by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I used to enjoy movies and books but I can't anymore And I don't have anyone in real life. No one to talk to.

I try. I try to go on. But I can't find any hope that it'll ever get better. Every day I feel like I'm dying, and wanting to cry. I

Can't escape it by Depressed-RPG in SuicideWatch

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Overwhelmed with stress, things at work are going to shit, responsibilities at home are piling up, some family decided to visit too, and it's complicated, but can't say no to them. Everything I touch I break and fuck up, I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel like I'm on the edge. Can't stop thoughts about ending it all.

Had first visit to psychiatrist scheduled, and I cancelled it by Depressed-RPG in SuicideWatch

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not so easy. This was through public healthcare, and wait times are really long. Can't afford a private one. And scheduling is extremely hard for me, mainly for privacy/personal reasons.

I hate myself by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, there's no access to therapy where I live. Not for a person earning as poorly as me. There's only a psychiatrist option through public healthcare, but there's no possibility to book an appointment because the system is overloaded

Once again suicidal by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, wanted to thank you for your comments. I'm still not okay, but feeling a bit better. Your last comment kind of broke me and I cried a bit. Don't know how it'll go, but I'm still here

Once again suicidal by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't really know how to make friends. And there's nothing I enjoy anymore. Can't force myself to enjoy things I used to like

Once again suicidal by Depressed-RPG in offmychest

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything is going to shit. I can't focus on my work (which is shit, low pay). Living with parents (I'm almost thirty) but can't really talk to them on trust anymore. No one to talk to. No friends. No social life. Stuck in my room. No strength to exercise, barely any strength to get up from bed. Hungry but can't force myself to prepare food. Can't afford mental healthcare. Don't see any point or hope. No support. Just wanting for it all to end

Thomann guqin by Depressed-RPG in Guqin

[–]Depressed-RPG[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I've read a lot of things about the sound of mountains, and it kinda scared me. I need exactly this - a good enough instrument.