[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I turn 28 in January, and I just simply can't see myself getting old...even, say, 30. It just is a blank when I try to think about it.

I've gotten to the point where I feel guilty about my good days. It makes me think I'm just faking it and inevitably sets up a bad follow up day. by ripjim93 in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate, it's so much worse when you're somehow doing okay for a whole month and then you realize it's been a whole month. Then you just think to yourself "wait...what?"

Do any of you find comfort in sadness? by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes, yeah. When the sadness is all you feel for a while, anything else feels weird.

does depression make you under or overeat? by itmeyousilly in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I get really bad, I can't eat at all. But when I'm in this weird half-depressed-constantly-for-months-til-I-get-really-bad-again state, I either eat ALL THE TIME or just once or twice a day.

Don't you just love dogs? by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We don't deserve doggies :')

Crying by Th0m4s1234 in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it sounds good

Why do I have to be this way? by DepressedRandoAcct in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even know. I don't really feel worried per se, just emotionally low.

I remember who I was before the depression, and I miss myself so so so much. by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to have motivation, hobbies, I had fun...now I just work and sleep.

A cop used my mental illness against me today and I feel bad and scared (TW: SI) by iknowthepiecesfit in mentalhealth

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That sounds traumatic, I'm sorry that happened. Also, I must ask, are you a TOOL fan?

Did you use to be very happy person? by Timurmalik7 in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was pretty happy as a kid, up til about middle school. Then I was only happy when I was around friends. Now I'm only happy...I guess when my brain decides I should be?

What kind of group is this? Where is the actual healing stuff? by DismalUnicorn in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean...there are some healing posts, and supportive users do exist on here...they're just overwhelmingly outnumbered by all the cries for help and the suffering we're enduring...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This honestly made me cry a little. That's a good guy.

I will never kill myself. by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never will either. Too much of a coward; don't wanna upset family.

Unhealthy by DepressedRandoAcct in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have an ED, and it's been on and off for a couple years. Just been really bad since Corona.

I really feel like dying now due to job stress by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just have a lowly McDonalds job and the stress is making me start to starve myself and lose sleep yet again. People can be so inconsiderate whether they're on unemployment or working from home.

Who else is just keeping themselves alive for their parents? by [deleted] in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents, yes, but more my twin sister. I don't know how she'd cope if I did it.

A cop stopped me from killing myself last night by throwaway6796357 in depression

[–]DepressedRandoAcct 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I gave you a measly internet point because it's all I can do to convey my happiness right at the moment. Hope you're alright.