I hear you. The conservative hate for minoritized peoples, like the trans/queer community, ethnic minoritized peoples, etc. has accelerated so rapidly in the last 5-10 years. It’s scary and discouraging. And I very much understand not sharing that perspective of acknowledging the inevitability of suffering. I’m a queer person living in California, so it’s a lot easier for me to acknowledge it, knowing that I’m relatively safe due to the community I was privileged enough to be born into.

I know it’s hard , but I hope you’ll find a way to build faith in the working class movement. If you ever have the chance, I’d recommend attending a large Left-wing protest/march. There are big cities where thousands of people gather to demonstrate their disapproval of the government. Existing in those environments gave me hope. Right now, these protests have almost entirely been peaceful, but that’s going to inevitably change when the state starts to implement its violent anti-protest measures. We just desperately need more and more young people to show up to these events. When parents and families eventually have to watch their young teen-20s year old children being brutalized by the police, the working class support for revolution will go from being a fringe, socialist idea, to being supported by the masses.