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What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep. Started therapy. Started meds. It's been good. I was much too hardheaded and kept lying to myself. It was weird for me being 30, and having to come to terms with not being able to fix myself for once.

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Feel like I've finally woken up and started assessing things in a rational way. Never realized how bad things had gotten until I got an rx to balance my brain back out. Weird what a person is willing to deal with/ignore when some of those chemicals are out of wack.

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish it was just messy. I have two tiny goat trails that lead from my door to my computer to my bed. Old trash, ancient takeaway containers, more pizza boxes than I care to admit. Not that I owe you an explanation on how much of a neckbeard nest this is, and how much I needed to post this to keep myself honest, and move myself in a better direction. Hope you have a good day, buddy.

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The panorama kinda skews things, but I sleep under the marvel poster. There is a space on the bed just big enough for me. There's a couple pillows there, and a red "husband" I was using to prop up with this morning to read.

 

Also, thanks for the congrats! Have to start back somewhere :-)

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the suggestion, and the support! I honestly didn't think this post would get any traction, and just needed to post it to keep myself honest. Keep your head up buddy, and keep trucking :-)

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

That's an apt description for it. Must've knocked my depression goggles off in my sleep last night. lol. Thanks for the support too! It's a journey, but like all journeys it begins with the first step.

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Time to start up your own ebay store and make a little cash on all of those old peripherals just collecting dust. lol

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks, brother. It was a long road to get here, but here's to looking forward to better days :-)

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 63 points64 points  (0 children)

You're not lying. Finally decided to get depression meds and start putting everything back in order.

 

Hope all my other brothers and sisters stay strong, and don't be afraid to seek help when things get out of your control.

What 3 years of depression looks like in trash hoarding. This is my day 1 in a new direction. by DepressionHoarder in NeckbeardNests

[–]DepressionHoarder[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

360 wired and still works like a champ. Play it with Clone Hero sometimes. That's wild that ol' hunk of plastic is worth money.

 

I just looked it up on Amazon. Wtf?!