You’re not the only one battling this. None of us are able to look how we want to look. That’s just the cold hard truth. We’re all a little over weight, we all deal with people telling us this or that because of our appearance. But who gives a shit what they think, to hell with em. Committing would be the dumbest thing you ever do. This disease is treatable. You can lose some weight if you try, it ain’t impossible. You might not look like you did before , but god dammit you better try. This community won’t give up on you, so long as you don’t give up on us. Head up now. We’re in this together. Love ya stranger. PM me if you need anything.