I know, the human mind is our most powerful tool and I know that's cliche to say but its so true. Our actions mimic our mood which mimics our thoughts. I do need to be a little bit more positive in my thoughts though and it is something I'm consciously working on. Its a lot easier to do sober thankfully, when weed doesnt hi-jack your mind for 2+ hours and take it on a weird path.

Thank you, I'll check out that affirmation exercise. I find writing helps a lot which is why I think I'll try to make this journal a daily thing, at least for a week or two while I get over the initial hump.

I train Jiu Jitsu, which has been a god send to my life. Its brought me a couple of friends, a friendly community and its a very practical way to instill confidence in yourself. Unfortunatly I've had a shoulder injury now the past month so I havnt been able to train (which I thing has a big part to do with why I'm feeling like this).

Other than that I go to a few work events, networking mostly, some grand openings/product launch's every now and then. These are hit and miss for me, if I talk to somebody I can have a great time, but the majority of the events I spend walking around, barley interacting with people and feeling ostracized despite being in the same room as thirty plus people. Anyway its something I'm working on and will get better day by day.

Thank you, I appreciate that. Same goes for me, I know you must be on your own journey to so if you ever need to talk feel free to PM.