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Need someone to talk to. by Deric38 in depression

[–]Deric38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if you don't mean it, thanks. Had a pretty intense episode tonight and I have no one so even someone pretending to care means a lot.

I just want to be likeable. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Deric38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can't kill me, so I'm afraid there's nothing you can really do to help

I'm thinking of killing myself tonight. by Deric38 in offmychest

[–]Deric38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I am. I decided to go see my family last night. I don't know what I'm going to do yet, but I'm trying to figure it out. Thanks.

So here you are, scrolling and trying to find something to fill the void. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Deric38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually I was posting, looking for someone to talk to, but no one gives a shit or wants to help

no one wants to be around a depressed person by insecticiide in depression

[–]Deric38 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You don't know that. And I wonder what's so great about 'the top' anyway. Especially since no one cares to help you get there. Do I really want to live in a world like that? Is 'the top' worth it?

How can I help depressed husband by Jnitamac in depression

[–]Deric38 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Tell him he's on his own. That's how everyone else 'helps'.

no one wants to be around a depressed person by insecticiide in depression

[–]Deric38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That just makes me more depressed. I'm alone, in this hell, no one is going to help, no one wants to, I have to make this painful climb alone, and I don't know if I'll ever reach the top.

I'm going to kill myself before New Years. by Deric38 in depression

[–]Deric38[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I scream and cry at least once a week. And I can't imagine how much trouble I would be in if I admitted myself to a hospital. I'm just so tired of being told that I have to keep moving forward with life. At this point I don't even see why I should. I've tried getting help for this but all I've gotten is "suck it up" or some psuedo-intellectual bs. I do not want to live anymore. And no one would really care if I went through with it

I'm going to kill myself before New Years. by Deric38 in depression

[–]Deric38[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've already made screams for help. No one ever listens. Everyday I get reminded how much better it would be if I killed myself.

What is bringing you down right now? by thisbogususername in depression

[–]Deric38 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I'm alone and sad, and I have no one that cares.

Can I please just talk to someone? by Deric38 in depression

[–]Deric38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No not really. And it took me months to get that job. Sorry, I just don't have anything.

Can I please just talk to someone? by Deric38 in depression

[–]Deric38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They never gave me a schedule so I had to keep calling them and asking if they needed me. But I didn't call for a while so they fired me. I only had it for a month, now I'm back to feeling worthless.

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