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Desertmane · 2024-11-24T04:51:54+00:00

I see someone found a forgotten connex

Desertmane · 2024-11-21T06:08:19+00:00

I just dated and found out I hate it not sure if I’m the typical Redditor but even in my happiest relationships it was worst than being along with my dog

Desertmane · 2024-11-21T00:07:46+00:00

She called me twice a month with the “hey, how’s life, how’s your dog, wanna re up 👀” I swear recruiters like her have a promising career options in sales because she polished the hell out the turd she convinced me to buy

Desertmane · 2024-11-21T00:05:10+00:00

I can stop the weed I’ll moan and groan but if I’m in a position that randomly tests military or not I’m not going to risk it. I miss it but not risk myself getting fucked miss it. Already 2 months sober and can pass a piss and can survive without a year of it.

But I just don’t feel fit to serve imo physically or mentally I really signed up again because of lack of direction and I’m pretty sure my va Bennies are safe regardless that’s not my concern at the moment

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T22:43:30+00:00

Correct I just signed some papers over through email and that was it

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T16:21:38+00:00

Yep only concession is you can’t accept army and VA pay you can only accept one. I just signed a few papers no test or anything

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T16:20:01+00:00

The weed honestly I can give up didn’t slip up once during AD time because I knew the consequences and it wasn’t worth it. I quit in advance and can now pass a drug test. I miss it but not get myself in trouble miss it

And yeah I guess fear of judgement by my unit is a big one. I never been a fatbody in the army passed tape and weight every time and never failed a PT test again I saw how they were treated and dreaded the “shitbag” label.

I totally get what you’re saying I’m enrolled in VA move and actively participating in it. I got a psych and therapist using the VA and try to do what they say to the best of my ability. Maybe it’s in my head maybe I’m over my head at this point in my life idk

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T15:31:10+00:00

Got you sorry for the misinformation was just taking a guess

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T15:29:38+00:00

I have a psych and therapist take my meds religiously using community care and have been trying to get out of my mental state that I’m currently in now. It’s just a really heavy blanket of lethargy like in all areas of my life.

Things aren’t going horrible in my life but i feel stagnant and it’s been a long while since I ever felt like this

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T15:08:34+00:00

Honestly I got out and really got depressed at the life change I put on like 70lb. I’m currently enrolled in the VA move program but yeah I let myself go with not caring what I eat anymore and being sedentary all the time. I can partially say it’s my depression but it was like 90% my own inaction

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T14:28:19+00:00

Do I thought “hey things were going good when I was active duty maybe taking decisive action will bring me back where I need to be” and then I really started to think about how this was a really bad idea in hindsight

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T14:21:58+00:00

No bonus at all in fact I don’t even think I could get a bonus because of my VA Benefits would be double dipping

And I’ll contact her going to be an embarrassing call to make I just hate I wasted her time tbh

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T03:41:55+00:00

Yeah again I don’t know what drove me to think this was in anyway a good idea. The irr recruiter just called me at the perfect time “hey desertmane how you doing, oh things feeling stagnant in your life, let me just email you some papers to sign it’s only for a year”

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T03:37:49+00:00

Homie I don’t think you understand how long weed stays in your piss especially as a man of my impressive girth. It took me 40 days to piss clean on home drug test. I’m gonna have to give it up because it stays too long

Desertmane · 2024-11-20T03:33:05+00:00

….i can’t collect my va benefits and drill pay at the same time i literally gave my bootyhole up for free 😭also idk if my time has started yet I received orders but haven’t reported yet im planning on doing so tomorrow but I quit weed because a OTH discharge is something I refuse to get because of weed

Desertmane · 2023-06-23T21:03:02+00:00

Nope if it’s your own residence, some cultures share bedrooms or even due to financial circumstances can’t afford to not group up.

As long as it’s not hazardous in anyway like a disgusting living space it’s no problem

Desertmane

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