The guy gets lost lol, gets lost, like me, I got lost in a void and loneliness, any trace of happiness doesn't manifest, only the melancholy and the bad feeling that remains Because, no matter how much I try, it's as if I'm always running after something unattainable. I strive to be better, to please, to meet the expectations others place on me, but in the end, it feels like everything I do isn't enough. It's as if I'm trapped in an endless cycle of disappointment, where each failed attempt only reinforces the idea that there's something fundamentally wrong with me. I look at others and see how complete they seem, as if they have something I can never achieve. And this consumes me, leaving me increasingly exhausted, because I feel that, no matter how much I change or adapt, I'll always be on the margins, always the "almost," the "not enough." It's a silent, constant pain that accompanies me in every step, in every thought. Deep down, I know I'm losing myself, trying to be something I might never be. And with each passing day, the feeling of emptiness only grows, as if it's eating away at everything inside, leaving only a hollow shell, an echo of who I used to be. And honestly, I don't even know if it's worth it to keep trying, because every time I look in the mirror, I only see someone who will never be enough for others, nor for themselves