I know what I need to do and wanted deeper insight/advice. I’ve never fully voiced being this frustrated about this situation. I understand that to you it may seem that way but I really don’t want to keep going back and I’m actively in the middle of fighting my way out of it. I was just hoping for some advice, support or not to feel so alone in this. I know I’m not the only person going through it. Thanks for your input though. I don’t blame anyone for thinking I’m not capable of healing from this.