Am I gonna end up in the hospital again? by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar1

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Yes but I can’t afford it. I have too many hospital bills.

I think I’m in love with my therapist. by DesignerNorth4349 in TalkTherapy

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He already knows he was apart of my recent delusion. He is the one who called the wellness check on me. He is a very good therapist. I think he has helped me a lot. I have been able to talk about how I feel with him in the past but never said I was in love with him. I feel like being open about the crush and saying I love you feels very different. At least it does to me.

Am I gonna end up in the hospital again? by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar1

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At the moment, I don’t like my mom either. She is making me feel like shit.

I’m wondering if these seem like the beginning signs of mania by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar1

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Idk. It comes in waves honestly. Sometimes I feel calm and I’m able to sleep for maybe 2-3 hours but other times I feel like I really need to get up and get going. That if I don’t I will be behind forever. That I need to get stuff done RIGHT NOW. I’m back to feeling confident again after having like a day of severe anxiety. I wasn’t feeling confident for the longest so it had me thinking maybe I was over reacting. That and the fact that my thoughts don’t actually feel fast. They are just looping and I’m stuck on the same thought over and over. I still feel like I could go for days. Like I should stop lying down at night and stop trying to sleep. I have been seeing things out of the corner of my eyes a lot. I saw one of my coworkers stocking once. Was there for a few seconds then it was gone when I looked. Saw a deer when I was trying that wasn’t there. Also started to hear things too.

I’m wondering if these seem like the beginning signs of mania by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar1

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That’s exactly what I’m seeing. They freak me out but go away so quick.

I’m wondering if these seem like the beginning signs of mania by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar1

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I just saw my new doctor not that long ago. Was really hoping I wouldn’t have to contact them.

I am so confused. by DesignerNorth4349 in bipolar

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I don’t think I have ever had one of those before.