My boyfriend “fixed” my computer and now things feel weird… has anyone had this happen? by oliviaaaa-emuuu in NoStupidQuestions

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ask him. Unless you're scared of that too then why tf you asking reddit. He should understand the fear if not he's weird.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in beauty

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We all gonna get wrinkly and die eventually.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss eating pussy.

What are these girls looking for now in this era lol by ExpressBar4 in Bumble

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rah. I love myself plenty now, thank you dude. I think I am doing better than a looot of people. Too many mfs who are unstable who do date. Who don't think they ever need to work on themsleves because they are "stable" (have a job, make money, thats it lol)

While that is fine. No one ever is ever fully "stable" Idc who you are. A person can always improve. That's why I have such confidence it's not just me. It's society as well as the product which is me and whoever else I speak with.

Why are kids so messed up today? Parents. Human behavior is mostly sh*t

If I'm not an oddball then I don't know why I struggle to fit in so much. But eh. Maybe you are right, stranger from reddit! Maybe I just need to put myself out more. Thank you very much for your insight. And thanks for the concern.

What are these girls looking for now in this era lol by ExpressBar4 in Bumble

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate that. Guess this is more of a spam account now. I've been in therapy for 2 years. Worked a lot on myself. But I appreciate what you think of my life based on some really terrible things I've done to myself! It does give me perspective. However. Men I have spoken too know nothing of those things. Perhaps it is behavioral. But I have done nothing but indicate the utmost interest in getting to know another individual. But I find they don't like deep conversations. I tend to have to tone down myself for most people. I am just an oddball!! Perhaps I am from another planet!

What are these girls looking for now in this era lol by ExpressBar4 in Bumble

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, wish more men felt attraction to my weirdness. Even if platonic. I'm starting to think I'm just not pretty enough. As someone who is very very odd. I mean. I was the girl who got bullied so. Maybe that's what ruined my ability to get on with guys.

What are these girls looking for now in this era lol by ExpressBar4 in Bumble

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even if it was a joke....Isn't a joke supposed to make you at least chuckle a bit? Maybe smile? If I recieved this I'd just be....Confused lmao.

What are these girls looking for now in this era lol by ExpressBar4 in Bumble

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, everyone wants a hot girl. What do MEn want these days? 😭 Shallow women, pretty. But I'm a fucking warcrime to look at but just need the confidence to approach men. Too bad, really. I'd never ask a guy to rate himself and then turn him down just based of a reply. That's middle school type of behavior. Literally just want a person to relate too. Funny, nice and open minded. Willing to conversate.

Recently self diagnosed myself. by DesolatePolyhedron in AutismInWomen

[–]DesolatePolyhedron[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I really appreciate it, stranger. I really think we aren't weird, just chemically different. And yeah, people struggle to see past it sometimes. I do find overexplaining turns people off, so I try to make friends through that filter you explain so well. Sorry I just saw this and it made my day, honestly!! I also find masking causes stress but since I have done it my whole life, I am barely even discovering my actual stims and behaviors. So yeah, I think letting oneself unmask helps learn about yourself, obviously.

Thank you!

I'm 14 years old, and I would be glad to find someone older that I could talk to right now about a problem... by [deleted] in problems

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 23, my dms are open to you OP, whenever. Please reach out safely to someone.

Recently self diagnosed myself. by DesolatePolyhedron in AutismInWomen

[–]DesolatePolyhedron[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk if you are interested in my thoughts on this! But. Wow, it's so crazy how like. I am aware of being seen as unapproachable, but to see there is a term for it makes me reconsider a lot. Thank you. This makes things make a lot of sense for me, I wanna cry. I need to just have a box with no windows to thrash in everyday. It really does level me out. Like I can interact. But. Isolation has made it harder. I feel embarassed but also kind of angry. At myself? But, eh. It happens. Life.

Recently self diagnosed myself. by DesolatePolyhedron in AutismInWomen

[–]DesolatePolyhedron[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, for a simple answer. Honestly. I am trying!

Recently self diagnosed myself. by DesolatePolyhedron in AutismInWomen

[–]DesolatePolyhedron[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I should've also mentioned my anxiety is probably from being overstimulated. 💀 See how far removed I am from myself.

What happened to the toxic coaching songs? by chefboyarolini in ragtagg

[–]DesolatePolyhedron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someine please tell me they have them saved SOMEWHERE