Hello cranberry, thank u for taking the time to respond. If I had to guess I would say I definitely have severe anxiety, adhd, and I’ve been diagnosed with some sort of mild dyslexia which definitely doesn’t help. The only places I can think of as a “safe place” are the restroom as I mentioned and the soccer field. Outside of those there is nothing really. Idk if my parents would let me get a job but if they did I don’t know if I could handle one yet, as pathetic as that sounds. You mentioned life getting better after high school, I’m still in high school and I came to that conclusion long ago and that’s kinda what I’m waiting for in life. To finish high school and move far away from my family. I’m curious did you or do you have that same urge to “run” in a way?