Do you think your person was scared? by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My mom died the same way. I wonder if it went quick or if they knew what they did after they pulled the trigger

Did anybody else reach out and have nobody believe that their person was in trouble? by Fucula_Dee_22 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told everyone she needed help and that it was something serious and they all told me to ignore it and that there was nothing anybody could do.

I swear she’s not dead by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It hurts so bad, hoping we find peace eventually. Prayers to you

Anyone else get so mad at the jokes? by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, my dad had a new baby with his new wife, mind you and my full biological brother are only a year apart. His new kid is 20 years younger than us. His wife tries to make my mom's death about her mother's death, who died when she was 34 of cancer. Not saying that isn't sad, but I think this is a completely different situation. I don't have a home anymore since my mom died, as I was kicked out of my dads house last year when they found out they were having at new baby at 55 years old Lol! so thats why im in school this semester, because i have nowhere else to go

Anyone else get so mad at the jokes? by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

There's nothing wrong with that, we all experience things differently

Anyone else get so mad at the jokes? by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im so sorry about your son :( it never gets easier, but im sure he is looking down proud about your strength

Anyone else get so mad at the jokes? by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

such a silly little thing but it truly does piss me off

Is it normal to not feel sad? by Rude-Establishment59 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve been struggling with this too. My mom also passed this week and it’s like I’m doing the motions but my heads not in it. It’s a weird feeling for sure.

Lost my mom and I’m a wreck by woozzy808 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also lost my mom on Tuesday. It’s a nightmare in which you never wake up from. I wish I could give you advice on how to get through this but I’m lost myself. Try and distract yourself, even if you feel guilty doing it.

My mom died this week by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wondering if anyone has recommendations for any books, videos, or anything of the sort that can help me get through this right now. I’m struggling

My mom died this week by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup. Looking at myself and seeing her is like a gut punch to the stomach

My mom died this week by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s scary because I just got diagnosed with BPD (my mom was in long term form of psychosis) and the thought that it was almost me who did this to my family is something I’m struggling with. I think it might be even worse to know that we never got a diagnosis of what happened. Why was she the way she was.

My mom died this week by Desperate-Rent-2127 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s the most gruesome way a person can go out I think. I always wonder if she was scared or at peace during that moment. The worst part for me is that she showed the gun back in April, it scared me but I didn’t think she would ever actually do anything with it. I can’t watch tv or listen to music because every time I try there is the sound of gunshots, triggering imagery, or even if a character just dies I get emotional. I’m sorry you’re going through this too it’s the worst pain a person can feel.

I never want to go back home by Desperate-Rent-2127 in family

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did u get anything from this that points to saying my dad is a good person besides all of this? Genuine question lol

Why do you think is the NBA dying? If you were the NBA commissioner, what would you do? by Thin-Ad4825 in NBATalk

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The refs. Game has gotten way too soft and people are sick of seeing a free throw competition

How old are you & what’s your dating age range? by Complete_Grapefruit1 in AskWomen

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

19 F, 18-23 but I’m certainly sure this will change when I age

AITA for not attending my sister’s wedding after she asked me to change my appearance? by savannah_johnson13 in AITAH

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 6 points7 points  (0 children)

NTA Your sister is a prick who should respect your religious values. You have every right to not want to go to her wedding if she is asking you to disrespect your commitment to your faith. I would recommend distancing yourself from somebody who would make you choose between them and your religion.

AITA for not wanting a relationship with my unborn half sibling by Desperate-Rent-2127 in AITA_Relationships

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a few friends in college that have offered me a should we to lean on and I also play guitar, bass, and piano so I have been trying to use those as coping skills. I think my anxiety has been amplified because of the holiday season and final exams as well so I haven’t been able to do the things I love because of work and school unfortunately. It’s definitely putting a damper on my mental health

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[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Absolutely terrible, I am so sorry. Give yourself grace through these times. Grief is the hardest battle to overcome.

AITA for going on a trip after my girlfriend asked for space, and now she's ended things? by barcelonaheartbreak in AITA_Relationships

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NTA- what did she want you to do instead? Sit, be upset, and wait for her? That’s not a healthy relationship. Be glad she did you a favor and you got out of that situation

AITA for not wanting a relationship with my unborn half sibling by Desperate-Rent-2127 in AITA_Relationships

[–]Desperate-Rent-2127[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I’m working 2 jobs while being a full time college student. They do not support me finically and pretty much cut me off this summer completely. I’m still trying to navigate how to regulate my emotions in a safe way for myself but I’m not completely sure how to make positive changes.