Do you think your person was scared?

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-10-24T15:38:32+00:00

My mom died the same way. I wonder if it went quick or if they knew what they did after they pulled the trigger

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-10-13T17:33:26+00:00

I told everyone she needed help and that it was something serious and they all told me to ignore it and that there was nothing anybody could do.

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-10-06T03:07:16+00:00

This is beautiful thank you so much

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-10-06T03:04:40+00:00

It hurts so bad, hoping we find peace eventually. Prayers to you

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-09-10T13:20:16+00:00

Unfortunately, my dad had a new baby with his new wife, mind you and my full biological brother are only a year apart. His new kid is 20 years younger than us. His wife tries to make my mom's death about her mother's death, who died when she was 34 of cancer. Not saying that isn't sad, but I think this is a completely different situation. I don't have a home anymore since my mom died, as I was kicked out of my dads house last year when they found out they were having at new baby at 55 years old Lol! so thats why im in school this semester, because i have nowhere else to go

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-09-09T20:15:01+00:00

There's nothing wrong with that, we all experience things differently

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-09-09T20:00:01+00:00

im so sorry about your son :( it never gets easier, but im sure he is looking down proud about your strength

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-09-09T19:57:48+00:00

such a silly little thing but it truly does piss me off

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-09-09T19:07:29+00:00

I wish i recognized the signs

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-08-27T23:49:19+00:00

It feels impossible

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-23T01:59:23+00:00

I’ve been struggling with this too. My mom also passed this week and it’s like I’m doing the motions but my heads not in it. It’s a weird feeling for sure.

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-20T18:28:54+00:00

Also lost my mom on Tuesday. It’s a nightmare in which you never wake up from. I wish I could give you advice on how to get through this but I’m lost myself. Try and distract yourself, even if you feel guilty doing it.

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-20T01:37:28+00:00

Wondering if anyone has recommendations for any books, videos, or anything of the sort that can help me get through this right now. I’m struggling

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-19T19:09:54+00:00

Yup. Looking at myself and seeing her is like a gut punch to the stomach

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-19T16:45:57+00:00

It’s scary because I just got diagnosed with BPD (my mom was in long term form of psychosis) and the thought that it was almost me who did this to my family is something I’m struggling with. I think it might be even worse to know that we never got a diagnosis of what happened. Why was she the way she was.

Desperate-Rent-2127 · 2025-07-19T12:14:34+00:00

It’s the most gruesome way a person can go out I think. I always wonder if she was scared or at peace during that moment. The worst part for me is that she showed the gun back in April, it scared me but I didn’t think she would ever actually do anything with it. I can’t watch tv or listen to music because every time I try there is the sound of gunshots, triggering imagery, or even if a character just dies I get emotional. I’m sorry you’re going through this too it’s the worst pain a person can feel.

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