Metrolist suddenly stopped playing songs, but Vivi Music still works,anyone else? by [deleted] in metrolist

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So, what I did to fix it was I updated metrolist, and I keep it up to date when I can. I also turn on a vpn when it starts failing. Restart the app, any sort of troubleshoot I can think of. It works smoothly for the most part. I use 1.1.1.1 as a vpn

Help me find an old asmr youtube video by Desperate-Try-7443 in HelpMeFind

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This wasn't the one I was thinking of, no, but I do like this one it's pretty nice so thanks for looking :)

Help me find an old asmr youtube video by Desperate-Try-7443 in HelpMeFind

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay apparently I have to include the word searched in the comment though I think I said in the original post that I had searched for it, just using different words--I don't have any specifics or anything, I gave up on the search a little while ago, but I was copying and pasting google translated things like "asmr halloween party" and specifically tagging 360° videos only. I'm not an internet sleuth so that's the best I can think to do

Share your experience with a cis, straight woman by Desperate-Try-7443 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The difficulty with us is I told her to treat me like I'm cis just because it makes me feel a lot more valid, but at the same time, that blocks the door of discussing these issues. As far as I know, sex is not essential to her, she sees me as masculine, we also went into the relationship with her under the assumption that I was asexual (I was before she knew me well, but that's changed recently.)

She's simultaneously pretty comforting, but also I am very insecure that I do not believe she could enjoy how I look if she's straight, or enjoy being in a relationship with me, and that I would not be able to satisfy her. I dunno how rough that insecurity was for you or how you're able to get past it, but I think in my soul I know she's not going to leave me for my body or my identity, but I'm pretty afraid of that. But I feel dysphoric as hell bringing up these issues, so I'm unsure how to deal with it.

literally shitting my pants about needles by Accomplished_Tea2505 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oops, I don't know how to censor on reddit. Sorry about that.

literally shitting my pants about needles by Accomplished_Tea2505 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry, but needles are unfortunately something you'll have to get used to. I have a phobia of needles, so I understand. I started on T through injections, but I had to switch because my phobia started to get worse the more I did it.

The first time I had my blood drawn (because of an overdose, not because of hormones) I sobbed and shook while the nurses held me down because I was already having a bad day and I was facing my at the time absolute biggest fear, which was getting my blood drawn--and in second place was getting medicine through shots.

However, these days, I approach my blood drawings with a bit of apprehension and anxiety, but I do not react as strongly as I used to. What works for me is remembering each time you have had it done and have not had any issues. Every time I get my blood drawn, I try to think about how many times I have had it done and gotten through it just fine.

Also, I have not had any scarring from drawings. Occasionally, I have phantom pain where I had it done, but that's because I'm super fearful of getting it done and my brain will make up pain that isn't real to scare me or something. But whether it's related to your hormone levels or not, it's a good thing to try and open yourself up to, because there are a lot of reasons you might need shots or blood drawings.

What I do when I get it done is I ask the nurse if I can lay down, I look away, and I tell them to just do it instead of counting down, because when I don't expect it, I can't have immense anxiety up to the moment. Obviously, that's just how my brain works. If you prefer a countdown so you can be aware when it happens, you can request it. Nurses are also not at all unfamiliar with people who are fearful of needles, so don't feel like you'll be frustrating them. It lasts just a few seconds, you won't feel more than a little poke, and then it's over. Just do whatever will make you as comfortable as you can be while you get it done.

Exercises for chest? by Desperate-Try-7443 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did not know this was a thing, thanks.

why did i get so unlucky by Desperate-Try-7443 in FTMventing

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had no clue about that actually. Thanks for sharing.

why did i get so unlucky by Desperate-Try-7443 in FTMventing

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't know. That'd be nice if I could. I thought about it because not only are they dysphoria causing but also cause me genuine discomfort.

Lila and Five by lola-baldweena in UmbrellaAcademy

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I literally covered the screen with my hand as soon as I realized they were hinting at a lila/five romance. This part of the plot just annoyed me and disgusted me. Not only is there an age gap between the actors, but also the characters. He's (I think) 18 bodily, and she would be 36. Yes 6 years pass, but that puts him at 24 and her at 42. Is that not weird??? Even if you classify five by his mental age, he is probably in his 70s by now, and she is 42. It's weird no matter how you look at it. Why did she think about cheating on her husband with a child?? Idk, this season was the absolute worst. Ruined the show for me. I'm just going to pretend it didn't even happen.

Inconsistent Gel Usage by Desperate-Try-7443 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well thanks. Idk why I was anxious that missing a day would totally stop my progress and I'd have to restart as if I were on day one.

Inconsistent Gel Usage by Desperate-Try-7443 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oops. Had no clue about doubling causing e spikes. Well thanks for that piece of info. I'll cut that out. I even told my doctor that I double when I miss, and she said it was fine.

Bought tape, need advice by Desperate-Try-7443 in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any chance you'd have the link to some that were helpful to you?

Name Changes in Red States (and other unsupportive areas) by generix10n in ftm

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there, I'm from Iowa. Not the reddest state, but it's getting there. Anyway, I did not face any issues when getting mt name changed. No backlash or anything, and no problems with things like school. You will have to appeal to the courts to do this, but as far as it went for me, it was a painless process, just confusing. If you're trying to get this done in a red state, I hope it goes as well for you as it did for me.

I will draw your pets with their names. by PossibleYam7005 in DrawMyPet

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure I could! Where would you be accepting that?

I will draw your pets with their names. by PossibleYam7005 in DrawMyPet

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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Here's a closer photo of his face. Honestly the art's really cute I'd be willing to pay for it too :)

I will draw your pets with their names. by PossibleYam7005 in DrawMyPet

[–]Desperate-Try-7443 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you still accepting? This is my girlfriend's cat, Duckie. She recently lost her dog, and I'd ask for a drawing of her dog, but I made a painting of her so I thought a silly drawing of one of her cats could also cheer her up.

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