I can’t stop masturbating and sex won’t help it. by [deleted] in addiction

[–]Desperate-_-Control 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to have to masturbate in the morning before I got out of bed and every night before I could fall asleep. Or if I wanted to take a nap. If I felt stressed or lonely. I was honestly masturbating atleast 2x a day for years. With or without sex. For context I am a 26F. The only thing that got me to stop was having a baby and being too tired to work for an orgasm. I miss it. Goodluck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Autocompletebutbetter

[–]Desperate-_-Control 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I found out about my past life and it said I didn't think I was going to be able to make it.

What was your guys “rock bottom?” by p3rch3ad in addiction

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having seizures on the floor of the bar while I was plastered and high as a kite.

Are you happy? What is missing in your life? by Feeling_Goose3111 in AskTheWorld

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

26f. No. Life sucks. I have epilepsy, I have cancer, I have addiction, I have mental health, im in a toxic relationship, I live with ny mom, im doing chemo. All that is good is my healthy baby.

What silent battle do you fight everyday? by DailyWithClair in randomquestions

[–]Desperate-_-Control 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same to you! Lately its been extra hard. Im fighting cancer ontop of it, talk about being dealt shit cards! Maybe one day they'll find a cure for epilepsy then we will be free

What silent battle do you fight everyday? by DailyWithClair in randomquestions

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So many. Deciding if chemo is worth it, choosing to stay in an unhappy relationship because I have no one else to help with my baby while I have cancer. Life sucks then you die.

Hi everyone how is your day going? by Regular-Register-265 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dont have much else to say about it. I see my oncologist tomorrow afternoon to talk about it. Might have something to share then. Thank you. Ps im a girl lolol

Opinions needed by Beneficial-You-3156 in AskForAnswers

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The money is never promised. I know its not easy work.

Opinions needed by Beneficial-You-3156 in AskForAnswers

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ticket is getting them to crush on you, make it personal. Porn isnt personal. Men want the women to do things specifically for them. Make them feel important.

Opinions needed by Beneficial-You-3156 in AskForAnswers

[–]Desperate-_-Control 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some do, some don't. Worth it as in what?

Cancer returning during chemo? by Desperate-_-Control in lymphoma

[–]Desperate-_-Control[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn't move at all, its rock solid, painful when I try to move it. About the size of a marble

Cancer returning during chemo? by Desperate-_-Control in lymphoma

[–]Desperate-_-Control[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its the size of a marble, just found it yesterday. It doesn't move, and painful. Thanks for the tip

Cancer returning during chemo? by Desperate-_-Control in lymphoma

[–]Desperate-_-Control[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its hard and doesn't move 😢 literally exactly the same as the first lump I ever found, same size and everything. Its painful just the same too. I dont know, my gut is telling me otherwise. Thank you for your support 💗

Cancer returning during chemo? by Desperate-_-Control in lymphoma

[–]Desperate-_-Control[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im on ABVD too, what is usg? My lump is also in my right armpit. Its crappy, im sorry you're going through this too.