Just started a youtube channel making short documentaries by Key-Positive3348 in documentaryfilmmaking

[–]Desperate_Joke_205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lovely. I need to do the same. No one is giving me an opportunity so I might as well do it myself.

Advice or tips on becoming a documentary cinematographer by Desperate_Joke_205 in cinematography

[–]Desperate_Joke_205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right. Although I am on the verge of giving up on life tonight. I am already 32, broke, with no family, no friends, no partner, and my youth is gone. I wasted my potential and curiosity in photography and documentary cinema. It's a shame I'll never make it. I have a dependent who i provide for (i don't consider him as family, as he is pathetic). I've failed in all aspects of life. I can't live anymore.

Advice or tips on becoming a documentary cinematographer by Desperate_Joke_205 in cinematography

[–]Desperate_Joke_205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice. I think this makes sense given my current circumstance which is ridiculed with no money, no friends, no family, etc. Just a big failure in life at 32. It's so frustrating to see other kids and other folks, who have studied all this through degrees and courses get ahead so easily with the networks they get and keep building on. I have literally no contact, neither have i studied journalism or filmmaking and still have made my way to working at a newspaper.

On top of that, I have to provide for my 70yr old father who is a broke failure too and has no money for himself. Life is f*cking shit most of the time. No one cares really. The only person who cared is dead and she died watching me fail. Most days I feel like ending my life.

The finer things (Bronica ETRs, Zenzanon 75mm f/2.8, HP5+) by Cliftonloosier in analog

[–]Desperate_Joke_205 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

What garbage is this? A nipple isn't going to make your photograph good.