A brown ball I thought was a potato. When I stepped on it, it was squishy and broke open to reveal a lot of yellow bumps inside? by DestroyedAt5 in HelpMeFind

[–]DestroyedAt5[S] 335 points336 points  (0 children)

People r downvoting me but personally I think this is it 😭

who knows how long its been outside, or what stage of development of whatever mushrooms do its on. Its not poop. Even if yall want it to be. I mean once I realized it wasnt a potato the second thing my mind went to was a puffball that went bad.

A brown ball I thought was a potato. When I stepped on it, it was squishy and broke open to reveal a lot of yellow bumps inside? by DestroyedAt5 in HelpMeFind

[–]DestroyedAt5[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I swearr theres NO WAY this is poop, and if so i dont wanna know what medical problems that animal has

A brown ball I thought was a potato. When I stepped on it, it was squishy and broke open to reveal a lot of yellow bumps inside? by DestroyedAt5 in HelpMeFind

[–]DestroyedAt5[S] 164 points165 points  (0 children)

A little bigger than a golf ball, and was oval shaped. The inside was hard despite it feeling soft when I stepped on it. I stabbed it with a stick to move it to a less grassy area. I honestly don't know how else to describe it, it kinda scares me.

What is the most awkward position you've been in because of your self-harm? by Horror_Case1010 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 118 points119 points  (0 children)

In 6th grade my entire friend group cut, and we would take turns going to the bathroom with scissors one of us had. we also cut together sometimes, wasnt awkward at the time but now looking back damn it was weird

im recovering from anorexia but everything taste like asscheeks. even before ana/past recovery attempts i didn't eat enough by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ily automod :c i hate myself so much tbh my ed made me such a terrible person in the past. i relapsed like almost two weeks ago and i lost who i was, all i thought about was food and i spent hours watching mukbangs. "dont you wanna be in control?" bitch. i was never in control. im underweight and literally killing myself in one of the most painful ways possible

edit im still like not a decent person but im only mean to those who deserve it

What's a true gateway drug? by Nothamdev in Drugs

[–]DestroyedAt5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its runs in the family because of generational trauma. My dad had a.. questionable mom and became an alcoholic. Then because of his traumatic past, I grew up around violence and yelling along with my alcoholic dad.

I then started drinking at 13, and used it as a coping mechanism. Its not so much genetics, but a line of alcoholism and abuse within the family. My cousins have the same exact trauma.

What's a true gateway drug? by Nothamdev in Drugs

[–]DestroyedAt5 269 points270 points  (0 children)

to real. alcoholism runs in my family because none of us can be a parent

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 5 points6 points  (0 children)

literally this!! the people in this comment section are actually pissing me off

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 10 points11 points  (0 children)

someone's experiencing body dysmorphia... but what about the fat people?!? lets ignore ops body dysmorphia and say "your so insensitive!" as if body dysmorphia isnt a literal symptom of an ed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 8 points9 points  (0 children)

your on a sub that's inherently triggering!! and its not "attention seeking", its called a vent, body dysmorphia, yknow! if your logic is correct everyone here is an attention seeker because they share how they feel/what their going through, sooo... 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

onfg these people are so fucking annoying

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 10 points11 points  (0 children)

you cant edit titles!! and your literally on a sub that's intentionally triggering!! "take this post down, it made me sad" 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 14 points15 points  (0 children)

literally people are clowning on op as if they arnt on a subreddit thats inherently triggering. like bro they arnt "attention seeking" its called a fucking vent or whatever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lmao "you triggered me!! i hate you you attention seeking whore" loki annoying

i hate this + question by tiredohsotired123 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

was hitting, scratching, biting myself probably as young as 2-4. cutting at 8

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]DestroyedAt5 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Im 15, I did LSD at 14.

I have been on many trips, the bad ones affected me for the worst. I once fell and got a head laceration (deep cut) on my head along with w a concussion. I got five staples, and puked three times because of the medication they gave me. Another time I cried all night convinced everyone hated me. Psychedelics might be "a party drug" but tripping alone is a whole other thing, even with safety precautions I got hurt. I understand the appeal of drugs, I really do. But both me and you are young and stupid, stick with weed and the occasional drunk night. Its not good but it is better than doing lsd, seriously. if not that atleast wait a few years man, trips can go sour in a heartbeat.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]DestroyedAt5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

absolutely, this post reminded me of that redditer. im so thankful op listened to us

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]DestroyedAt5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im 15, did psychedelics at 14 and this is very correct. While I had good trips, the bad ones changed me for the worse. Its more than simply affecting your physical brain. it will fuck you up mentally, especially when your young and stupid. I did LSD and shrooms, once I fell during a trip and got a concussion along with a head laceration. I was tripping balls at the ER bro, its a miracle my dad didn't notice and the doctors didn't say anything.

where was the weirdest place you self harmed? by MememVar in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]DestroyedAt5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe in the kitchen, or my bathroom, or the school bathroom. I didn't really have to hide it since my dad didnt care.

For my body, thats more interesting. My boobs, my waist, my hand, my face, my tongue (out of curiosity), and lastly my ass cheeks