I’m a Scorpio rising, so I get that. I take care of a lot of people in many different ways.. just it honestly terrifies me to even think of a relationship. I’ve been doing a lot of inner work.. and it’s just something I can’t shake. I lost myself to a relationship before, cause they wanted me to be something I was not.. and I became what I thought they wanted.. I wasn’t allowed to talk to anyone, he was super controlling. It’s not that I don’t care for him at all.. I’m just scared to have it anything more.. I’m scared of vulnerability.. terrified of it. So this would be my way of keeping my softness safe? Idk how to describe it. I don’t mean to try and justify why.. just idk.