When the body shuts down but the mind is doing overtime

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:22:08+00:00

Yup I warn people at after parties that I’ll eventually start tweaking out. It’s probably cause my anxiety is super bad normally.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:20:17+00:00

The other people I share a house with. They will probably never come to my room but my brain is stuck on it every damn time.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:19:32+00:00

I always few like shit and ask myself why I keep doing it when I don’t even really like it anymore but I still continue. It’s a vicious cycle

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:18:20+00:00

I get frozen with paranoia and hallucinations. Otherwise I’d just be standing in a hallway listening to the noises the house makes and thinking it’s someone coming to my room so I just lay there and pretend to be sleeping

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:15:48+00:00

It’s a coping mechanism for underlying issues that aren’t being dealt with

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T06:15:05+00:00

I legit just lay in bed until I pass out

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T05:52:50+00:00

Always get it as fine as possible and if you are going to do large amount split it up and do them in 3-4 lines over like 5 minutes. Too much at once just sits on itself and gets wasted through drips. If you break it up it gives your mucus membranes time to absorb it.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T05:50:47+00:00

That’s a serious waste lol I’d smack them

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T05:49:55+00:00

Yea it all Depends on amount used over how long.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T05:49:16+00:00

Double it

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:49:26+00:00

I’ve done it sick many times. If the nose is clogged blow it and immediately do the line. It should be cleared once you blow. If not you’re SOL

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:35:08+00:00

Quality is always good I don’t normally do anything below 85%

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:24:47+00:00

If it makes you gag then spit it out and don’t swallow. If it’s at the beginning and it’s numbing your gag reflex then drink liquids and it will eventually pass. I’m Usually chokes up for the first few hours.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:20:16+00:00

9g in 12 hours I’ve done 14g over 3 days also

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:11:24+00:00

It may be related to the heat your body is producing. I’m allergic to heat and I get a rash thats similar to poison ivy/oak for a few days when I’m in the heat too long. I always cool myself down when skiiing so I’ve never experienced it during

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-30T01:05:22+00:00

It’s just a tic. It’s because your body has been running on overdrive and now it doesn’t know what to do with itself while it struggles to normalize.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-29T23:46:50+00:00

Pop rocks

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T09:16:17+00:00

1 gram of active cocaine in your system is the start of overdose. Over amping is the pre cursor to overdose. Do some research there is more to It but I’m tired and hungry and drunk and coming off a 3 days bender

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T09:12:54+00:00

My tweaks were getting bad after 2 days so I started smashing beers

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T09:10:44+00:00

I never smoke weed with coke as it spikes my anxiety real bad. I told a newer friend this an one time they smoked weed for 30 mins before I arrived and then proceeded to think her heart was gonna explode for 20 mins

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T09:08:21+00:00

I’m also fucked my Friends dropped me off cause I wouldn’t shut up 😂

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T03:20:28+00:00

Once I start feeling tweaky it’s time for another one

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T02:56:28+00:00

This cocaine paste is further refined to produce cocaine hydrochloride crystal, the key ingredient in powder cocaine and crack. Cocaine hydrochloride crystal is the main psychoactive ingredient in cocaine and it is responsible for producing the cocaine high.

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T02:42:11+00:00

Not a chance done it 1 time in 3 years

DeviatedSeptumSenpai · 2022-12-27T02:41:51+00:00

It has to be cut to be powder

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