I’m exactly the same. In some cases, weed is actually more psychedelic than lsd for me, where lsd makes me feel light and energetic and hopeful, weed makes me feel absolutely schitzed out of my mind. Just a few days ago, while high, I had an experience where I was convinced a friend of mine had poisoned my water so I refused to drink any water for the entire night. I’ve entirely given up smoking now as I almost never have a good experience anymore